Bodyguard (Jungkook)✅

~Chapter 4~

Yura Y/N

Suddenly I can feel strong warming arms sneaking around my waist and I instantly know the person pulling me into his hard chest. "Don't cry, I'm here for you. Don't listen to the bullsh*t those people say. You are perfect the way you are" Jungkook hugs me tight making me feeling safe and at home...

I look up at his worried face, closer to mine than I expected it to be.
I stare into his eyes, completly getting lost, my cheeks slightly burning because of his closeness.
"Are you okay?" he asks eyeing my body, searching for any kind of injury.
"I'm fine" I say, detaching my arms from Jungkook shyly.
He pulls me onto my feet, still laying his arm around my shoulder.
"Than we should go and have some lunch, okay?" He smiles looking at me askingly.
I nod. "Thank you" I whisper making sure that only he can hear me as we walk into the hallway.
As we reach the cafeteria, everyone is staring us down.
I look to the ground, not able to look at all the students gudging me.
Jungkook rubs my shoulder comfortingly before guiding me to an empty table.
He starts to talk about video games, trying to lighten up the mood.
But it's like I can't hear him properly.
I can feel all the stares burning into my back, all the whispering and gossiping.
In this moment I wish that I would just be like everbody else.
I want to look beautiful, want to fit in with the crowd, I wan't to be perfect.
But I am not like every person that stares me down gudgingly. At least I have a good personality, but as it seems nobody really cares about that. They always say that charackter is way more impotant than looks, but we all know that's just a lie...
"Hey Yura!" Jungkook's voice brings me back to reality.
I look up into his eyes askingly.
"Let's eat somewhere else" He says giving me one of his cute bunny smiles, immediately lightening up my mood a bit.
He offers me his hand like a gentlemen while holding two sandwiches in the other.
I take his hand and pulls me onto my feet easily.
He slowly enterwines his fingers with mine, giving me some of his comforting warmth.
He pulls me with him behind the school building where a big tree is located.
We sit down in it's shadow, as it would be way to hot to sit in the sun.
We start eating in silence just staring ahead of us, lost in thoughts.
Does he really care about me? Of course he doesn't, he's just doing his job. Someone like him would never befriend someone like me on his own will. But why do I like him so much eventhough I know that he's just doing his job?
"What are you thinking about?" He asks me while munching on his sandwich.
I blush a little since I thought about him.
"N-Nothing" I lie, trying to cover up my red cheeks.
"Why are you blushing?" He asks confused.
Damn, he noticed!
But before I can answer, the bell rings.
Without saying goodby, I stand up and quickly leave Jungkook sitting alone under the tree...

I walk home, Jungkook walking beside me, awkward silence surrounding us.
We just walk quietly till we reach my home.
It feels unnormally empty, until I realise that dad told me that he was going to leave to America this morning.
And now I have to deal with Jungkook alone a whole month.
Just great...

~evening~

I finish the last episode of my kdrama at 11pm.
Already in sleepwear I snuggle deeper into my bedsheets closing my tired eyes.
But suddenly I'm wide awake again as rain starts to pour against the window.
Curling up into a little ball under the blanket I try to ignore the fear raising inside of me.
Everytime it rains I feel the same helplesness and fear like 12 years ago.
I already shiver just thinking about it.
The worst is that it was my fault.
If I wouldn't have asked her to get my favourite stuffed animal from the first floor, she would still be here...