Their kisses were broken down into many small ones as if both of them were playing a chasing game between lips and tongue. Though no deep kiss was engaged but unity already sneaked in without a note. HyunSeung surrendered his own self to the woman in his arms, sensually coalesce; and she herself reciprocated as sweet and as gentle, felt like both of them was tasting one candy together.
When their lips no longer insisted to linger on each other, their eyes once again found the way back in and the overwhelming awareness of this brand new discovery alone left little room for other terrors. Happiness danced across their face. This time, with both of her small hands, HyunAh cupped his face and shooed away the last resistance by another kiss… a real deep one…….. caused her man flinched, his flesh crawling at the tickling sensation…
HyunSeung thought that moment, he already was drunk not just because of the physical sense by the wine scent in her breath but his soul, tumbled, lost, like a rudderless ship in a storm.
As the kiss was getting deeper by every tiny moment went by, HyunSeung unwillingly broke it for trailing his lips to the smooth skin on her neck…
Gently but firmly, HyunAh fell herself backward a bit to create a gap between them, a small gesture of decline for further intimacy.
“I’m cold.” – She whispered
“Hold on.” – HyunSeung replied with the most warmhearted voice before releasing her to heat their fireplace.
The flame was beautiful. They looked like autumn leaves – red and gold – dancing on her face and cresting his figure when he walked back to the couch.
Sweetly, he settled down next to her, pulled her tiny frame on his lap, for her head now resting on his shoulder in a tight embrace. In such a tranquil night, when all things were said and done, they gathered each other strongly only to listen heartbeats.
“Ah… Why? That night…” – His manly voice echoed in her ears, inquired for the eternal torturous question…
HyunAh tightened her arms around his shouldered and took in a deep breath as if the answer absorbed all the oxygen in the gracious air around them. And after a long moment, she unhurriedly said – “You called my name.”
And the memories unfolded bit by bit, the time that had been held at bay for 5 weeks, the time she had thought would never been allowed freedom – “You… called my name from beginning… to the end. I couldn’t help to get my head clear for figure out why you called my name and kissed me. In that insane moment, I thought that’s the only chance for me to lose myself, for we wouldn’t have to face with the consequence afterward…”
Just like she was watching herself back to that night – “I was not ready to break my chrysalis of consciousness about my past nor ready to face the reality that you only thought of me as a friend… That moment was the only chance to fulfill my silly desire.”
His shoulder then felt an easeful wetness but did not know why it was burning like acid as if his skin absorbed it straight to his heart.
Sublimely, he loosened the embrace for facing her teary face – “If you still feel an uncertainty, then… I’m yours, physically and mentally.”
And their lips again found their way back, captivated again the unspoken sweetness that both of them was fond of.
Until when their senses was swimming for the lack of pure air, HyunSeung unwillingly left her lips and let her head rest blissfully on his shoulder with unifying thoughts… Candor was sometimes only needed to feel…
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Undeniable tiresome reflected vividly on her face as HyunAh was waiting for boiling water. Pale sunlight through the gaps between white shade curtains danced gracefully on her skins, successfully distracted the young woman from bored waiting.
