love doesnt know numbers? ( a niall fanfic )

The ugly truth

*two days later*

*your pov*

Yesterday was fun. Niall taught me a little bit how to play the guitar but we ended up in having an eat sashion.

I've got a text of niall saying he would pick me up at 6 pm and i should bring a bikini. Josh seemed to don't care anymore about this. He even told me i could stay til 12 with niall. I thought things would getting better with josh :).

I put on my floral bandeau bikini and high wasted shorts with a white top. The doorbell rang and i opened the door to seeing niall. "Hey!" I greeted and hugged him. "Let's go!" He smiled and we went in his car. I sat down on the passenger seat and turned the radio on. Eventually 'what makes you beautiful' came on and we sang loudly on. I'm really not a good singer, but with niall... I was just so carefree with him.

Niall stopped on a little lake in a forest. I got out and admired the beautiful view. "Surprise!" Niall yelled and took a nandos box, a blanket and a guitar out of the car. " You brought nando's! Yay!" I cheered. "Yea.. I just thought it would be nice to swim a little in the lake and it would be more fun for learning guitar.." he said looking down at his hands. "awe nialler, thats so nice of you!" I said happily. He wasjust so sweet:)

After eating and playing the guitar niall decided to go swimming. I wanted to take my top off, when i remembered the bruises. Shit. I thought i just keep my top on so he wouldn't see them. " You really wanna go in water with a shirt? You only have one.." Niall said surprised. What to say now? "Er, it's because of... I'm.. too fat" This actually was right. " (yn). Listen. You're not fat. You have the perfect shape!" " Ya, thanks but i'll just keep it on, okay?" I said trying to sound calm. He nodded unwilling and we both jumped in the water.

We had a massive water fight when niall appruptely stopped and stepped closer. He looked down at my belly and his smile faded away. He slowly asked "(yn), what is that?" I looked down at my belly and realised that you could see the bruises because the white material was now wet and transparent. I stocked and looked niall helpless in the eyes. He slowly grabbed the top's edge and pulled it up. Tears began to stream silently down my face. Niall tried to started a sentence but I ran out of the water. Why had I to wear this flacking white top?! I ran quickly grabbed my purse and ran into the direction where I thought the street was.Still crying .But niall was quicker. He grabbed my shoulders and turned me around. I looked at the ground but he lifted my chin up. I looked in his eyes, which had also tears in. " Don't touch me!" I yelled and shooked his arms of me and ran to the street. Wow would think this, there was a bus station, and there stood exactly in this moment a bus. Destiny I guess? "(yn)! wait!" I heard niall a few meter ( idk what gauge you do uses in england so I just write the german 'meter' ) behind me. In the last second I stepped into the bus and it drove away. I looked out the window and could see niall standing there. Speechless.

I got lots of calls and text of niall but I ignored them all. I couldn't talk with him anymore. He knew about josh.

Finally the bus stopped in london and i went to josh's. Still crying I opened the door ( They gave me a key for the flat for the time i stayed in london) When I went in I heard some slightly moans. Slowly I walked to josh's room, were the moans were getting louder. I augured ill. ( Hope i said that right) I opened the door to seeing kylee and josh making out half naked on the floor. Now I knew why he was ok with me and niall. "Josh, what the fuck?!" I yelled at him. He looked up surprised. He stood up, pushing kylee to the side and slowly put his clothes on. She stood up too, putting her clothes silently on and went to the door. Josh put his lips to her ear and whispered "call me" Obviously not quiet enough, I could hear it. She went out and slammed the door. Slowly he turned around to me. His eyes were full of anger. He stepped closer and closer. In his look was something dangerous, something that told me I should be carefull now. Slowly I stepped back. "Josh.You're insane..I-I-I..think I ha-have to... break up with...er..you.." I stuttered. He stepped closer so he was now 5 inches away from my face. "You, want to break up with me? I'll show you what's my opinion of this. He raised his hand and slapped my cheek hardly. He nudged me to the floor and kicked me in my stomach and evenin my face. It wasn't like the other times when he did this. This time was much worser. I scanned with my fingers my face. I pulled them back and they were covered with blood. My visions were getting blurry, and josh threw me over his shoulder. He threw me on the bed, ripping my top in two parts. Dizzily I saw how he unbottened his pants and shirt, leaving him in his boxers. He was about to fucking rape me! He covered my mouth with his hands so I couldn't scream. He pulled my shorts down my legs and forced my legs apart. Silent tears ran down my cheeks. Again. I grabbed behind me and felt something hard. A bottle? I grip it and hashed it over josh's head. He slowly tumbled back and knocked off. Yay! I was free! I quickly put my clothes back on and ran to the door grabbing my purse. I shouldn't have look back, but I did and saw him, lying half on the bed, half on the floor. Suddenly his eyes fluttered and I could hear him whisper-shout "Bitch. I swear, when I'll get you, you'll regret!" Stumbling he stood up. I let out a scream and ran away. In the darkness.

I ran and ran until I was sure josh wouldn't follow me anymore. I sat down at a bench and bawled. What should I do now? I had no place to live. I digged in my purse. Maybe there was something helpful. I pulled out my mobile and called niall. I mean, there was no other possibility, and niall said he would be there for me. Niall picked immedeatly up. "(Y/N) !!Please say something! I'm so sorry for today!!" He screamed concerned in the phone. "N-niall.."I said but started to cry again. "P-lease... josh.. he...can you please pick me up?" "Where are you?" Niall said calmly, but failed. His voice broke. I gave him the address. "I'll be there in 10!" he said and I could hear him opening a car's door.

"Please hurry" i whispered in the phone, then I hung up.

People walk past me and gave me strange looks. Of course they did, who wouldn't if there was a 14 year old sitting on a bench, only in shorts and a ripped top, covered with blood ( Josh ripped it so that it slightly covered my breast) in the middle of the night. I looped my arms around my legs and laid my forehead on my knees. This was all my fault. Why the fuck have I trust someone strange of the internet? There were so many stories about situations like mine. Just that mine was real.

I saw a car coming closer to me. A person got out and ran to me. Niall. Even tough I was crying like fuck a smile escaped on my face when I saw him. "(Y/N)! Omg! Get in!" I stood up but snapped. He ran to me and carried me to the car. "Where are your clothes?! Here wear this." Niall pulled his sweater off and i put it on. He placed me on the passenger seat and drove. I smelled his armani marnia on his sweater. It calmed me down. I laid my head on the window and closed my eyes. After 10 minutes he shook me softly. "we are there now." He carried me in his house and sat me down on the sofa. Niall sat down right next to me and pulled me into a tight hug. "You don't have to talk,(Y/N). We'll talk later. But please just answer this one question. Did josh beat you?" "hmh.." I sniffled in to his chest. He let go and look at me. Tears filled his eyes as he saw my old, and new bruises, the blood on my face and the cuts. I must look like a zombie. I bet my whole body was blue now... There goes the 'beauty'..if you could even call me beautiful...

Next thing I knew was niall carying me up the stairs. "Niall?" "Yes?" "Can I... Sleep by you?" I asked a little bit embarassed but I didn't want to be alone. "Of course." He said, and offered me one of his america tank tops. Thankfully I put it on. (Niall had turned around) We both laud down in his king size bed and switched the light off. I crawled to niall who put his arms around me. For the first time i feeled safe. "Thankyou for making me feel safe niall." I whispered and he pulled me closer. I could feel that he was still crying. "good night." he whispered and I closed the eyes. I slowly draft in a long dreamless sleep.

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... This was part... 12 i guess?;) haha i lost view about this..

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