It's been the first time since I have had a fight with them, many dramas but not really fighting. They really upset me and
I couldn't believe it, that they were my friends. I pretended that I was going to the toilet.
"I'm going to the toilet, I'll be back" I
They just continued to what ever they were doing. I just couldn't believe that they didn't realise that I got upset not even
my best friend Emily. As I walked down near the toilets I was thinking where would I go? what would I do? So I decided
to go to my sisters spot, she is in year 12 and two years older then me, any way I decided to walk to her spot to talk about it.
"Hi" I said
"Umm hi what are you doing here? Where is Emily?" She said
I couldn't do it, I just couldn't face her to tell her what was happing, as I went to explain I had tears falling down my face. I just couldn't do it any more I was so upset, so I turned around and walked back to the playground with tears. She got up and followed me for a couple of steps
"Ella"
"ELLA what's wrong is everything ok?"
I told her "yeah I'm fine it's just my friends are being mean"
If my sister told me to go home but I didn't want to cause I wasn't sick and I couldn't lie to the office ladies. So I went up
to with my other friends. I asked them if they minded of I sat there. That said no so of course I sat down. My face was red and teary I didn't really want to explain to them what had happened but my best friend Renee came over and gave me a hug.
She said "do you want to talk about it"
"Not really but thanks Renee" I said to her
All the girls in the group asked me if I wanted to play a multiplayer game I said yeah why not. It was at the end of lunch
and one of the girls who was sitting with us was in my class her name was Taryn but we
all called her Tazza. So me and Tazza walked to our English class room, but apparently
we had to watch this video in the gym but I never got what it was about, but it might
have been about bullying I think.
After that I had to go to science and I use to sit with Sophia which is one of the girls that
were being mean to me. So instead I sat alone I didn't really want to sit with her if she
going to be mean. Threw out the class Sophia was giving me these dirty looks like
"Why aren't u sitting with me?"
"Why are you sitting alone?"
"You are meant to be sitting with me!"
I kinda just ignored the looks and tried to look like I was not looking at her. The bell rang for the end of school I told
Emily that I was gonna get a lift from my mum.
"Renee did you want a lift?"
"Umm yes please"
I tried to ring my mum but she wasn't picking up we were just waiting outside the school
"Hey Ella we better start walking otherwise my mum is gonna get worried!"
"Yeah maybe your right let's start walking until my mum calls back"
As we were walking Renee ask if I was ok I just said yeah I guess.
"Does emily know that you are upset?"
"Umm no not really because is didn't tell her I just walked off at lunch" I said
RING!!! RING!!! RING!!!
Oh that's my mum give me a moment
"Hi mum can you come and drop me and Renee home?"
"Sure honey where are you?"
"Just over the railway station!" I said
"ok be there soon my love"
