"𝑎𝑙𝑚𝑜𝑠𝑡" ▸ 𝑡.𝑟𝑖𝑑𝑑𝑙𝑒 | ✓

chapter one

chapter one

Tom's pov:

So  lost in all its warmth , the soil after rain , the crunchy leaves, honey all the soft and warm things on earth rested in her eyes . That was home , she was home .

I've always been in this shit hole orphanage , everything about it made me wanna fill my ears with cement . The  then she came in , she sparked something inside me , what is it called compassion ? Or just emotion . Either way she did something and i started to feel again . Well , feel again only for her .

Something about the other kids teasing her  lit a fire inside of me . I've always been manipulating ppl  and hurting others  , i don't really feel anything abt it , it's just there , i'm numb , and it scares me to think about what extent i could go to without caring abt the lives i'm putting at risk .

I just want to make it out of here with her , she was my home and what made me feel a bit human , what made me sane . The only thing holding me together from madness , not that i'm not already out of my mind enough .

" ummm tommy ? "
I napped out of my thoughts , her voice so angelic . She was so warm even her voice made me feel like i was drowning in a pool of honey , this is so cliche , sounds like every other romance novel . But oh well , i'd dedicate every song ,every novel ,every flower , every  star ,every butterfly to this angel standing in front of me even the thought of touching her made me feel like i was making her dirty and stripping away her purity and holiness .

" yes luna ? "
she rolls back on her back 
" yk what happens when we are 12 right "
" yea we go to school and af-"
" what if we don't end up in the same school "
she quickly mumbles
" that's just bullshit don't we all go to hwarts- hogarts- whatever it's name is "
" i hope i really do "
" luna i pinky promise you , it's you and i forever "
God i sounded so cliche .
She just nods .
She's always been quite didn't talk much unless she was with me , and that i loved . She was all to myself , mine mine mine , i sound so greedy but i can't help it .

With a loud knock , madam Isabella walks in , coldly saying with her heavy accent
" tom we have someone that wants to see you "

-------------------------------------------------------IMPORTANT NOTE ⚠︎︎

i finally got my ass up to do some writing this sucks tho but A for effort . This story will be covering very sensitive topics so if you get triggered easily by kinda deep mention of mantel illness / self harm etc then please do NOT read this . If there are any typos i'm so sorry please point them out .

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And if you are new , hey bby this story is being changed completely so don't read the other chapters if they are in a weird font cause those would be part of the old story .