Everything Doesn't End In Happily Ever After

The beginning Chapter 1

The sun shines, the nice breeze sways the beautiful flowers back and forth, and I open my eyes. Today is going to be a great day I say to myself.

    “You are beautiful, you are strong , and you are worth it,” I say to myself every morning as I look into the mirror.

I strip my clothes off, and run to the shower to start off my day. The steaming hot water hits my back, sending a weird tingling throughout my whole body but I don’t complain. As I finish showering I wrap my body up with my hot pink, comfortable towel and go grab my toothbrush and toothpaste to get the horrible smell out of my mouth.

    “ Nobody wants to smell a mouth like this,” I say and giggle. I start brushing and reciting a nursery rhyme in my head as go.

    “Brush, brush, brush, your teeth, brush them everyday, properly, properly, properly, properly, brush them everyday,” I sing.

I finally finish brushing my teeth and rinse my mouth with cold water, and head back into my sweet smelling, warm bedroom. I go through my closet, and go on a search for clothes, and just like always, I end up having a room full of clothes all over the place, so of course I have to clean up. I dread this part, but I have to look cute okkkuuuurrtt! Finally, I pick an outfit, and matching shoes and BAM, magic, my outfit is complete. Today I decide to wear my orange nike shirt, with my black nike tights, and my orange nike shoes.

“Ain’t nothing wrong with being a bit comfortable,” I say to myself.

I run down stairs and make some amazing hot chocolate to go along with my fluffy biscuit, eggs, and bacon. Sitting down at the kitchen table, I devour my food and pack some lunch for later.

    “This day is going to be a success,” I shout. Freshman year, watch out, Alison Grey is coming through!

    “ Everything will be okay though right, I think so, I hope so, why did I lie to myself, I tried to feel myself with all these great thoughts, but I know that I am worthless and that no one will like me at this school,” I say very frustrated.

 I suddenly feel all the fear in the world. I grab my backpack and walk out the door, and head to the bus stop. My palms are sweating, my heart is pounding on my chest, and the butterflies in my stomach are just flying around. I don’t think I’ve ever been so scared in my life. That same feeling that I felt this morning in the shower with the hot water, I felt it again. That same tingling feeling throughout my whole body came back, but this time, it wasn’t a good feeling. All I could think about is running back home and jumping into bed, just to stay there and sleep all day. I don’t think anyone understands my pain and what I went through in middle school. I can't go back.