You can skip this chapter, this is so I don't forget about something.
10:25 pm, February 5th, 2019.
He said goodbye to me...I truly did love him. I always waited for his message. In all caps and with his funny words. I smiled and laughed each time I read them. He said he will watch over me, though I'll never know it's him. He said I won't be alone. I had a huge crush on him from the beginning and he probably didn't notice.
My now ex best friend knew him and then he messaged me on here. I fell in love with him and I haven't even seen him. He would always make me laugh and feel so much joy. I had to many chances to see him, him in his true form but, I was so stupid to not take them. I ruined them every time. I feel so stupid, thinking back on them.
He never lied to me and he told me everything, even though he wasn't supposed to tell me somethings. I really loved him, I would even tell him some really stupid pick up lines that I had learned that day from my ex best friend. Even some pick up lines were adult pick up lines, I still told them to him.
He was older than me, I kinda liked that and he was drunk all the time. *smiles weakly* I loved it and I always teased him that he should share he whiskey with me. Of course, he said no or that he would get in trouble. He was always under rules and all that. Though, he is still drunk.
He made me so happy, I want him to know that. I would always joke around with him. He does have kids *giggles* I don't really like kids but, I wouldn't mind being around them as long as he was there or they were smiling. I have thought about him in "those" ways. I even asked him about his size and he straight up told me. *laughs softly* He is big
I do have a picture of him, I will always hold it dear to my heart. He probably doesn't even know I still have it. I can't help but, look at it everyday and smile back at his photo. He would always change something about himself and so would one of his friends that I knew. They would mess with me and say no he has green eye and then they would change it and say that they have always been that color. *smiles more* Finally, My ex best friend told me that they were messing with him and I laughed.
I really messed things up though...I wish I could tell you guys but, only these people know the truth. My name is Isabel, I messed things up really bad with them. I am truly sorry, for everything. I caused a lot of trouble for them.
I guess, I was drunk too. Drunk on causing trouble and I caused so much trouble. I'm sorry for hurting them, all of them. I am sorry for messing with people, for hurting their feelings, and hurting them when I know it's gonna hurt them a lot. I'm sorry, I know it's not enough. I know it's not enough to turn back time.
I loved someone else, not me me but, a part of me loved someone else and I hurt them too. I am sorry, I didn't mean to hurt them that badly. I never meant to hurt them. I shouldn't have ruined it...We had so much fun talking and everything but, I went and ruined it. I am sorry.
They all told me it was dangerous...Almost everyone of them. I didn't care about danger. The one I loved never told me it was dangerous, unless I was doing something that sorta "stupid". I can handle myself...I know I can. They never gave me a shot to prove that I am not weak,
Also there is now 666 words *smiles more* He was a demon. I'm always gonna say 666 is my lucky number. *frowns* I may not change...They all got it wrong. They aren't dangerous. I am dangerous...I should keep away from people. I really don't know.
I'm sorry
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