L x Reader

Chapter 10

Hey guys I am back sorry it has been so long since I updated a chapter I got writers block and just was having a bunch of crap happen in my life, so yeah this chapter most likely will be garbage. So enjoy

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Previously

You proceed to head over to the table in the middle of the room. You lay on the bed and stare up at the blank, white ceiling.

"This is it." You said letting out a sigh.

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Present Time 

(I don't know how abortion works so I am gonna wing it based of some of the shows I have seen cause I really don't want to google it.)

The doctor was proceeding to prepare their materials for what they were gonna do to get rid of the baby.

You heard a noise outside. It sounded like Lawliet. You knew that this was going to break him, but what choice did you have. Most of your family is in the USA, the only family you have here hates you with all their guts, and you are fucking pregnant. Really can someone say it can get much worse, oh and you forgot the part about you not having a home. You were just staying with Lawliet until the whole pregnancy thing went down.

"Are you sure you want to do this?" The doctor asked. You knew once you said yes there was no going back.

"I don't know." You responded. What did you mean you don't know you started thinking to yourself about what you said, you thought you wanted to get rid of the baby, but now you don't is it because of Lawliet. You guess that he really has changed you hasn't he. If you were back in the USA you would do this in a blink of an eye, but here and now you couldn't.

"I don't want to get rid of the baby." You said and the doctor smiled.

"Thank the Lords, you don't know how much regret you would feel after." The doctor said as she started to put away stuff.

You walked out of the room to see Lawliet sitting in a chair in the waiting room. He gets up and walks over to you.

"I am sorry Y/n I should have never tried to stop you from getting rid of the baby." He said his head hanging low then you really noticed how bad and unhealthy his posture was , but that was a conversation for another time. You then remembered that he didn't know that you kept the baby.

"Lawliet I need to tell you something so I need you to look at me." He looks up at you.

"I kept the baby." You say with a little bit of a smile on your face.

"Wait you mean," he places his hands on the part of your stomach were your womb is. " Our baby is still in there?" He asks with a smile and tears falling from his eyes.

"Yes, our baby is still here Lawliet. It was stupid of me to try and get rid of it. They did nothing wrong I am just scared they are gonna get the same childhood as me and I don't want them to go through that." You say as tear start to pour out of your eyes. Lawliet then pulls you into a hug.

"I love you and our baby I won't let anything happen to both of you even if it costs my life." He tells you before giving you a kiss and getting on his knees lifting up your shirt and kissing where your baby is living for the next 9 months.

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Thank you guys so much for reading and I am so sorry it has taken me months to get the next chapter out, but now I have so many ideas for this story. Also I am going to delete the first chapters or at least edit them cause they make no sense to me and have nothing to really do with the plot line and please tell me if you want me to remove Shigeko reader's Shigami from the story cause I don't want to keep her if no one wants her to be in the story.

I have so many plans for this book now and I hope you enjoy those ideas as much as I enjoy them. Sorry that this chapter was also shorter than usual I am sick and I didn't feel like writing a 2,000 word chapter at the moment.

 Anyways thanks so much for reading and I will see you guys next update BYE!!!!!!