Today is the day I stop standing around and acting like things dont bother me. Today is the day to where I get to speak my voice and they will listen. They im pretty sure who are wondering who they are. They're my friends the people have made me so sad at points and feel so alone in a room full of people and I have tried to bring it up but they all find a way to make it my fault well that is not going to happen anymore I am done thinking about their feeling because at times it seems like they dont give a fuck about mine. Today is the where they sit down and listen to what I have to say and we will solve this fucking issue and make sure it doesnt heppen again. Today is the day that I stop standing around and acting like like things dont bother me.