Blood Shot Eyes
My tears are falling freely, but no one's around to see
I wish I could know if he's okay, is he happy without me?
My hands are shaking, and my heart is racing a million miles
My blood shot eyes show the truth, but yet I still force a smile
I act like I'm fine, like I'm not dying on the inside, like I'm not breaking
I have every one around me fooled, and they can't see that I'm faking
I lose myself in the music to take away all this hurt, take away all this pain
Wishing for the best, I look outside, but see nothing but the falling of rain
He says he's sorry for hurting me, he never meant to, but he'll never really know
I lock away all my emotions, nobody will ever see them, I'll never let them show
The anger I feel, the hurt courses through me, but I'll never regret what love we had
I'm pulling myself together, I'm not weak anymore, even if I feel as if at times I'm going mad
But still my tears are falling freely, yet no one's around to see
I wish I could know if he's okay, is he happy without me?
My hands won't quit shaking, and my heart is racing a million miles
My blood shot eyes show the truth, and now I can't seem to force a smile
