What am I supposed to do,
When I don't really love you,
I just can't escape?
Playin' petty games,
Just another name.
Yet, you still have the key.
To my heart,
Did you love me?
Tore me apart,
Left me empty.
I cried your name,
Wade through debris
Of a feeble love.
Momma caught me halfway,
Locked me up, gotta obey.
Find another.
Risk it all again,
Just to be a friend.
But you're still my chosen one.
So I cry,
To dry my tears.
I just scream,
To feel the fear.
And I smile,
When I say,
I'm glad you love her.
But it's a cold lie.