The boy next Door -Diego Martir Fanfic-

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Me
Diego please answer me
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Me
I love you
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I wipe my tears, "recently me and my boyfriend broke up because of some evil fan, sometimes I wish I never even became famous, don't get me wrong I love my supporters and I'm really grateful. Right now I just need time to myself, to figure out what I'm going to do with my life, I honestly thought I was going to grow old with this boy, so I didn't prepare myself for the real world.
I love you babyluvs dont ever forget. I'm really sorry."

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Approximately 6 months later

I stopped. I stopped crying, I stopped caring, and I also stopped feeling pain, I felt numb. My mother told me over and over, "don't worry you'll get over it, you don't even know what love is." But she's wrong, maybe she doesn't know me.

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I miss him, I miss those butterflies he would give me when he held my hand or even when he smiled at me, oh how I miss the feeling he would give me when I was near him. I sit in my bathroom, sometimes glancing in the mirror, people may say I'm over reacting but they don't understand, they don't know what he's done to me, he showed me how to love again, he was there when no one else was. I pull up my sleeve, all of these emotions that I deal with sometimes I feel completely numb, I got to make sure I feel something somehow right? I pull down my sleeve and I clean up.

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Diegos POV
"Come on dude pass the ball" I look up, oh right. I kick the ball to him and then I run down the field.
I have to get my head in the game.
A girl walks by, "is that desi?" I think. The ball flies right pass me, "dude seriously" number 13 says.
I glare at him. "Diego get over here!" My coach yells at me. I groan and walk towards him "what are you doing boy, we have a game in a week" he says. "Sorry sir I'm a little out of it right now" I respond. "Get off my field and fix yourself!" He yells. I nod and leave. I call my mom
"Hey mom" I beam, "Diego my baby I miss you" I smile. "Is it ok if I fly home?" I ask "of course it is I miss you" She says. "Goodbye mama see you soon" I hang up.