When I saw you at the very beginning I knew I had fallen for you. After a few days I can't get you out my mind. I really don't know what to do to make these feelings go away!
I feel like you are my drug and I'm addicted to you. When I walk in that hallway and I dont see you. In my mind it's a nightmare. It's like when I see you it's a dream come true. It kills me, it stands against everything I
truly believe in.You see I'm a Christian. A real preacher daughter. Basically a walking Bible. My feelings are deep, and my soul is full of many passions. Why do I feel so strangely after one glance? All those stores about him being a horrible gang member. I'm saying a real life gang member and not them 48 hours snitch. A straight killer. Tops it's all off that's not my main concern . He is also a pimp. Well thats what my best friend Vee said. I mean that's not hard to believe being that he is so charming and something like a Greek god. Lord help me. Cause he know he fine as sweet sweet wine!
My best friend Violet done warned me about him. How he got so many hoes. How he the devil. I know my parents would flip . I just wanna feel complete it that's to much to ask? He is everything! It like his smile is sunshine on a rainy day.
But his lifestyle is something I could never live up too.
His heart is magical and soothing I find myself always thinking about him. Am I lusting? Is this the devil's way. Trying to get me to blackslide? Might sound crazy but I understand, why people be out here sinning. God created all these things you can't touch. Lord I need that eye candy so I'm repenting too you with open arms. I keep hearing these thoughts in my head about how this is wrong then I hear the man above whispering " it's okay to love". He needs you, you need him. You will walk sturdy and fast, this is a test it will reflect the strength, and courage.
It's the essence of who you are, and what u want to become. Yeah who said I have to adapt to everyone lifestyles. I have to please me too right? You only live once. But honestly I'm so afraid. Afraid of rejection. I know my family will judge me. I'm a ok looking girl with regular clothes on. Im not no baddie as they would say. But do I fall for something or stand for nothing!
😋😍Will update soon hope u enjoyed first chapter. Only for the grown and thug out and sexy. Plz DNT steal my work based on my play that actually copywritten. Thanks love y'all.
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Different Kind Of Love
RomanceHoney- B is a preacher daughter. She happens to be in love with the most known gang member. Her parents don't approve of him. Do she follow her heart? Or do she do what she feels as a Christian girl should do? She has her best friend Violet by her s...