Love As A Teen.

Summer 2018

In the summer of 2018 I started to catch feeling's for my best friend's "brother" She loved him like a brother but really they where just best friends. Let me give you some back round info. Tyler is the guy's name. I met Tyler by a mutual friend named Maria. Maria introduced me to Tyler while he was dating his true love Gabbie. I was always awkward around Tyler cause I didn't really know him, I did ship him and Gabbie, they where really cute and they where what you would call the IT couple. Around March to May, whenever we took the FSA, him and Gabbie broke up and Tyler and I had the same testing room together, this was one of the first times that we had really interacted. He came up to me right before we went in the room, he was joking about me being lesbian which I'm not but there is nothing wrong with it. He also joked about it the next day and so he was only talking and joking about it with me. Him and Gabbie dated for about, well almost a year I would say, so they where pretty in love as you can imagine. When summer came around something had changed in my mind and I don't know what it was but I started catching feelings for  Tyler. I had his Snapchat so I did have contact with him. I started texting him more and more, you know as friends, and then when orientation came around for school, we saw each other around a lot and so by the time I needed to go around to meet my teachers and he was done meeting with his teachers I asked him if he wanted to "come and walk around to my classes with me" he said "sure". So that's what we did and we really got closer. My mom had been calling me like crazy and my phone was dead so she thought that I'd gone missing or something, when I finally pull out my phone in my new 5th period class, I saw all the texts and calls so I called her back and all I remember was her yelling and crying so I walked out of the room and started to cry, I was also wearing mascara, so as I cried Tyler comes out with my other new friend that was also walking with us, and he tells me that I got mascara smudged under my eye so I tried to get it off but I couldnt get it, then he reaches out and wipes it off my face. "His hands are so cold" I thought. We then kept walking and I saw my sister, yes of course I told my sister that I liked him, so I introduced her to him and she then realized that he was my crush so she starts to make a face, then I realized that she knew and I pulled him and my other friend away and said "Let's get away from her, I just realized that she knows something". Tyler then looks at me and asks " What does she know". So I hint that it has something to do with him and he was guessing that I liked him and I just kept saying no, I then said that I would tell him in about 3 to 4 months because thats how long it would take to get over him. At least that's what I thought. When we get to my mom's car I realize that I had to leave, I say goodbye and hug my friend and then he asks if I want a hug from him, I said sure and he gives me a side hug, that was one of the bests moments with him. Now school starts...