Love As A Teen.

My heart has been ripped out

One week later another one of my best friends, Kylie, comes over and I tell her about Dylan and so I show her a photo and stuff and then she tells me how he followed her and how she thought that he was cute so I was like I'm still not over him then we decided to have a talk on girl code and she was understanding and very right about it. She wanted a shout out on my insta so I gave her one and the next day Dylan texts me and says "Lowkey she is fine" My jaw dropped and I just couldn't stop crying and I texted back some details about her and he askes me if I could set him up and I say I thought you weren't ready for a relationship and he says well I just said that cause I didn't want to hurt you, then we got into an argument about why he ended it and he said that it was because "we just didn't click in his head" I was so shocked because we literally clicked in EVERYONE'S head! I now know that he has to be lying so I don't know the real reason why. But to be quiet honest I can guess why and it's probably cause he isn't over Becca. It is a very big possibility. That just hurt me even more, by this point my heart was completely torn and I couldn't say anything. But I might not be over it, but I will not act like it cause I'm not going to give him the satisfaction of me crying. Now we talk sometimes and so we are now friends but I still miss the nicknames that he called me and I miss hanging out with him and his hugs. I try so hard not to think of him in fourth but it's hard if you sit right behind him. I was really head over heels for him. Now I just cry whenever I think about it all, but it's still hard. Here's some other things that I want to share...