This all started when i started talking to you,
So scared that you would leave me but that is inevitable right
Cause you have already done that
the pain you cause me nobody has cause it for me before
that of my building hatred i have for you
thinking you felt the same i fell in too deep
while you fell out of love with me
that is all you ever told me
no knowing that i am hurting
u created a void in me that no one can fill
if only i knew i wouldn't have accepted
i only think about us
only thing i have to ask is
when did you fall out of love for me
anyone that falls in
falls out for me
is there something wrong with me
cause of you
you are just one of them thinking you were different
don't forget your weight and mine on my shoulder
sometimes am alone i cry with my empty eyes when i remember the things we had together
perished and this isn't an obsession it is a confession
i have held on for too long
never ending tears roll down my cheeks
we played talked laughed
you made me feel special
i am wounded and you laugh at my pity parade
i need someone that would care
and wouldn't leave like you do
and i need someone to tell me the truth
and to clear my sad face
yes blame i on yourself
need time to recover and heal.
these days are my best friends
spending all day talking to my wall all night
wishing it could talk back
and knowing that if it had it own way it would leave
I am tired waiting for the end to be over
it is the truth...