FALLING PETALS. -YOONMIN

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Park Jimin didn't understand what he did wrong six years ago, what did he do to trigger Yoongi like that? He wished that day never occurred, he wished Yoongi never ran off like that. Maybe if he didn't, he would still be alive.

Jimin tried to take his mind of those thoughts, but how could he? It was fucking Yoongi's birthday for fuck sake. So here Jimin was, sitting in front of his tv while eating the cake he prepared for Yoongi.

Jimin would admit he's insane, it's seems crazy how Jimin still has that tiny ounce of hope. Jimin hoped that Yoongi would somehow appear out of nowhere, Jimin knew he was obsessed. Jimin knew he needed to move on with his life, but how could he move on with his life when his life died 6 years ago?

Yoongi was Jimin's life, his world, his light. Jimin needed Yoongi to survive, he wasn't living right now. He felt like his heart was beating but it also went down in flames with Yoongi six years ago.

Jimin walked down to the river, the river where he and Yoongi first met and last seen each other. He remembers that night clearly, Jimin said some harsh words that triggered Yoongi and Yoongi ran into the car and slammed down the door.

Yoongi then started the engine, after that it was just like a volcano bursting. The car went up into flames and so did Yoongi, Jimin stared in shock and ran towards the car to try and pry Yoongi out. Jimin was too late, everything was in flames and Yoongi wasn't there anymore, only his burnt body.

Jimin's arm was also burnt while trying to grab Yoongi, his scar was still there to prove. Jimin later bought Yoongi a grave at the river, they lived in a small town so it was possible. Although there was nothing to bury under the gravestone, everything was burnt when the firefighters arrived.

Jimin touched the gravestone and left Yoongi's favorite flowers on top of it, it was hard to pick the cherry blossoms then combine them but it was worth it. Jimin sat against the gravestone and started singing. Jimin sang serendipity, a song Yoongi wrote about Jimin and a song Jimin dedicated to Yoongi.

Jimin was full blown in tears, he hugged the gravestone as if it was Yoongi. Jimin then pulled out a little piece of paper, Jimin began to read the poem he wrote about his love for Min Yoongi.

Once Jimin finished his poem for Yoongi, he got up to head back home. He had enough of heartbreak for one day, as Jimin started to take wobbly steps- he hears a low and raspy whisper.

"Let me go~ Forget me~ Move on for me please~."

Jimin knew that voice anywhere, even if it was just a whisper. Jimin's head shot to the direction of the sound, there stood Yoongi. Needless to say, Yoongi looked horrible. Yoongi's skin was all burnt, his eye veins were literally popping out, his clothes were torn- he looked like he went through the 18 stages of hell.

Jimin gasped at the sight, it was terrifying but still he didn't hesitate for even a second to run towards his lover. "Yoongi! I-I missed you, what is g-going on?!" Jimin tried to grab Yoongi to pull him in for a hug but his hands only went through Yoongi.

Jimin started crying and started panicking, the poor boy had no idea what's going on. "Jimin, I went through the 18 stages of hell. I need to be set free now, I need you to let me go." Yoongi said softly because he could see that Jimin wasn't in the right state of mind, Jimin has never been since Yoongi left. Yoongi was always looking down at him.

"N-no, Yoongi what's going on? What happened? Who killed you?! Why are you even here?!" Jimin started to shake uncontrollably and Yoongi couldn't help but sigh. Yoongi's nonexistent heart clenched at the sight, he couldn't stand seeing his world like this.

"If I tell you the truth, will you let me go? Will you please move on and set me free?" Yoongi said. "What do you mean by set you free? Aren't you dead already?" Jimin questioned. "Technically yes, but to go to the after life you'll need to pass the 18 stages and have your family or lover let you go."

Jimin was still confused but nodded, Jimin knew he was being selfish by treasuring everything of Yoongi's in the closet. He knew it was time to let Yoongi go, Jimin knew it wouldn't be easy but he would still try for Yoongi. Right, anything for Yoongi.

"Jimin, I need you to destroy the gravestone. As you can probably tell, I can't touch anything so that means I can't destroy it myself." Yoongi explained. Jimin quickly shook his no, the gravestone was something that reminded him of Yoongi and the good times they had. But Jimin had to let Yoongi go, "A-alright, I-I'll do it right now."

Jimin quickly grabbed a huge stone he found on the ground and started to destroy the grave stone, it really pained Jimin but nothing pained the boy more than seeing Yoongi in such a terrible condition. "D-do you mind explaining n-now?" Jimin said still trying to destroy the gravestone. Yoongi quickly nodded and started to explain, "The engine exploded as you know...no one killed me, I killed myself Jimin."

Jimin dropped the stone he was holding and looked at Yoongi, "You fucking what?! Are you crazy? Why would you do that? Weren't you happy?!" Jimin screamed. "Jiminie please calm down, I killed myself because I couldn't live with the guilt anymore..." Yoongi breathed out, which was ironic since Yoongi didn't need to breathe since he was dead.

"Guilty about what?! What the heck is this all about?! I don't fucking understand Min Yoongi!" Jimin shouted. "Jimin stop acting, I know you hate me. I know about the letter, I knew about how you knew that my parents killed your parents. I knew you wanted me dead so I even gave you the pleasure of seeing it yourself." Yoongi cried out.

"Yes I hated the fact that your parents killed my parents but I never wanted you dead! What letter are you even talking about? I don't get what you're saying!" Jimin sobbed. Yoongi sighed and rubbed his temples, "Remember when you told me about how you wanted to give me a poem about how much you loved and adored me? You told me you wanted me to fucking die!"

Jimin continuously shook his head no and tried to understand all this. The time when he gave the letter to Yoongi, he wrote how much he loved about Yoongi- shit! Jimin remembered how he asked Hoseok, who was Jimin and Yoongi's mutual friend to read over his poem and to check if it was okay.

Hoseok must've done something to the letter. Jimin started to explain all this to Yoongi while he cried uncontrollably, "I-I'm sorry Yoongles I-I I don't know anymore!"
Jimin wiped his tears away with his chubby hands.

Yoongi started crying as well, he couldn't believe how dumb he was to believe that his lover would actually write that. Yoongi regretted everything, "I'm sorry Jiminie, for actually believing that you would write that!" Yoongi cried. "I'm sorry Yoongi, I love you..." Jimin tried to hug Yoongi again but it was like he was hugging a cold breeze of air.

Slowly the rest of the gravestone broke down, while Yoongi started disappearing. "N-no! Yoongi don't leave me! You don't deserve to die!" Jimin screamed frantically. "Jimin, I killed myself! I have to go through hell and I need to take responsibility for my decisions. I love you..." Yoongi tried to sooth Jimin but how could he do that when Yoongi was breaking down as well. "I love you too, please don't leave me!"

Slowly Yoongi disappeared as
the petals of Yoongi's favorite flower fell one by one, just like Jimin's tears. Suddenly his heart started clenching and hurting, Jimin thought to himself that this couldn't be happening right now.

He only recovered a few days ago from the hospital and now he's having a heart attack again, Jimin shook uncontrollably while beads of sweat began to form on his forehead. Jimin begins to see dots fill his vision, before he knew it- everything fell black. Jimin fell.

THE END