I looked up into my beautiful boyfriend's eyes. They were so bright. They had a future to experience ahead of them. They would see things they'd wish they never saw. They will tear up and cry the tears of an angel. They will look into the eyes of his baby. His little beautiful princess. His little handsome prince. He will look down into the eyes of his beautiful children. Something that will happen only if we broke up. I can't have children. I was born without the ability to be able to physically do that. I never can. There's no medical procedure that would make me able.
I know i have talked to my physician about getting a procedure done to me. She had told me there was one chance one percent that it would help me but it wasn't very good enough percent for her to actually do the procedure. I understand i know she wouldn't ever want a patient to get their hopes up instantly to get them crushed. I know the chances of me getting a baby are slim to none. I just have to let go of my perfect boyfriend. Oh i know no one is perfect but he is even with his imperfections. I have a week to breakup with the best thing that has ever happened to me. Then i leave. Yes, i leave. Why you ask? I have to or i won't be able to break up with my handsome prince in shining armor.
I know if you love him why leave him? Because i want the very best for my boyfriend. I want him to be able to have kids with someone who can. I know stupid ,right? Very much but i want his life to be as perfect as he is.
~~~~~~~~~A week later~~~~~~~~~
"Hey, babe!" i heard from behind me as my beautiful boyfriend ran to catch up to me. I looked into his eyes as my eyes started to water. I knew that today was the day that me and him would be over. I watched as he wrapped his hands easily around my waist and pulled me close. He pressed his lips lightly to my cheek. I lightly pushed him away. "Babe, What's wrong?" He asked me in a concerned voice. I whisper "I can't do this anymore." He looked down at me even more concerned. "You can't do what anymore baby?" He says in a low voice. "I can't be with you anymore. I'm moving away. You know long distance relationships never last." He looked down at me shocked then hurt. I watched as he stormed off.
~~~~~~~~~~Later that night on facebook~~~~~~~~~
I was on facebook. Of course who doesn't get on facebook? I was watching videos of my friends. I saw a video pop up in my news feed. I was of course tagged in it. I started watching it and saw my boyfriend drinking a beer with two girls on his arm. They gigged when he started to make out with them. A few minutes later a voice said in a video see what you missed out on. Later that night, I cried myself to sleep. I welcomed the darkness with open arms.
A/n: Yes i know an extremely long time yes i know another story haha sorry ive been having a rough time writing.. But i got some inspiration for this so here it is i know short but its on the prologue the next chapter wiill be much longer! 2 pages at least. But anyways any constructive critism is appreciated. Please comment, vote , and more if you wish. If you guys wanna help co write a story im all for it just lemme know! An editors out there? I need one pretty bad! If you wanna help there i need that as well! Well if there's anything else lemme know!
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