So. I've stated before that I have an eating disorder. I've been dealing with it for 4 years and have been in and out of the hospital for months. This weekend I finally decided to stop being stubborn and follow my meal plan and do as I'm told... which is awesome... but.... I had only been eating 500 calories a day. I was very malnourished and dehydrated. So when I started eating my meal plan practically overnight, my body freaked out. I developed something called Refeeding Syndrome. It's really common in 3rd world countries who can't afford to eat but then charities help out. It was a big issue during the holocaust when countries were trying to help those in concentration camps. It's where your body was so adjusted to the malnutrition that when you start eating correctly, your body and digestive system goes haywire to try and fix everything wrong. You are in extreme pain, nausea, chills, insomnia, extremely hungry or the thought of food makes you nauseated, diarrhea, constipation, ect. It can actually be life threatening if it isn't monitored. It can cause heart failure. But this is what I've been dealing with since Saturday. I'm still extremely invested in all my role plays but I have no energy to answer anything right now. I've missed more school and it's causing even more stress on my body. If you guys need or want to end the role play to give your character to someone who will answer every day, I understand. I was hoping to get back on track this week but that doesn't seem to be the case. Thank you guys so much for the support and love you've shown me so far. When everything gets worked out, I promise to start responding and putting my all into the roleplays... maybe even adding more characters. Again, thank you so much for the support. If you do decide to have your character move on, please just let me know. I won't be upset or pissed, I understand completely. I hope you guys are all doing well, I'm still here if anyone ever needs someone to talk to. I've been through hell and I've been certified by a few hotlines/crisis lines, you can trust me. Anyways, I have to stop rambling. Thank you..... again.
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