yikes : matt champion

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"Im pregnant"

I never knew 2 words could turn your life upside down. I stayed quite for a while, then walked to the room without saying a word . I didn't know what to say. I'm gonna be a dad, with someone who I don't even love because I'm hooked on my ex that's happy.. what the fuck did I do to deserve this.

It's around 11 pm and Tavia asleep next to me. She did her nightly routine and laid down. Not single word came from our mouths. I slipped on my vans and left. I usually take late night drives, they remind me a lot of Ellie. She loved going on them. I needed to get her out of my head... 5 minutes later I'm at a random parking lot calling her. After the 4th ring she picked up she sound out of breath. "Hello?" She said and then i heard his voice "who is it..". I hung up. She was with him, the more I thought about it the more I got mad. I drove to her house. I pulled up at her driveway and hopped out the car. As I was walking up to the door, I heard laughing. I knocked. "What are you doing here?" She asked in a confused tone. God she's sooo beautiful. "I need to talk.." I replied. "You can come in but calums here" "I don't care" I say walking in. He comes down the stairs only wearing boxers. "Babe this is Matt , Matt this is Calum" she said in the cutest voice ever.. Matt control yourself. "Hey" he said with a big smile. He's really good looking, now I see why people like him. I sat down and I told her what was going on. Calum sat next to her listening to everything also, he had his arm around her. Whenever she would look at him the biggest smile would appear on both of their faces. They were happy, maybe the happiest couple on earth. After a while I left. He was a really chill guy and I know for sure he's gonna take good care of her. But it still hurts knowing that I'm not the reason why she smiles in the morning. Or the one who compliments her , telling her how beautiful she looks when she needs it.
It all just hurts.