I hate him // E.G.D

t h i r t e e n

Kyla

Things were getting easier by the day, i walked into the school as everyone stares at me "do you think her and ethan are dating" i hear a girl whisper "do you think their hatred is fake" another girl pouts.

"just so you knkw nothing is fucking happening with me and ethan we just happen to be sick" i hiss at all of them causing them to turn away as i walk outside and flop on the ground "screw you grant" i say leaning my cheek on my hand "what was that" he says "i said screw you dolan" i pout " why" he says sitting infront of me "i dont know i just blame everything on you" i pout "hmph same" he says as i look up "but it never works so whats wrong" he says "why do you care" i look up "hmph i wont care" he said walking off "but i need you" i whisper as he didnt hear me a tear tolls down my eye, i didnt want to tell him why i really didnt tell him. "Hey why are you crying" Jesse says "stuff" i chuckle wiping a tear away "hmph get up" he says picking me up as Gray walks over to me "hey are you coming tonight" he asked as i shake my head "what is it" i ask "award show ethan is getting an award and i want you to take my spot for the speech" he says "what time" i ask "7" he replies as i nod and he walks off "whats with the ethan thing" he says.

"Lets sit" i sigh "me and ethan hate or hated each other as you know we were enimies, one time at his house we got into a tiny arguement and grayson put us up for a challenge for spending two months together everyday to get along as per usual there were rules, no feeling etc" i sigh looking away "and we spent everday together for five hours its only been a month and a half, but the other day ethan got into a crash and i rushed over to the hospital, i cried before because i realise i never actually hated him as much as i thought i did" i said wiping a tear away as Jesse smiles and hugs me "and by the way its kinda obvious" he says "what" i say "the other dag before ethans incident the way you look at the kid, you like him" he smiles as i nod "but i cant" i sigh "why" he says "we dont do feelings or relationships" i stated "im glad you told me because im always here for you" he smiled "thanks jesse" i hug him and see ethan looking and storm off.

I run after him "why did you storm off" i say as he gices me the silent treatment as i stand infront of him "ethan grant dolan" i look up at him as he stops "im-it- uh- nothing" he says pissed "tell me" i say "im just- i cant" he said walking away "you cant fuckung walk away from me like that" i yell "i just fucking did" he yelled back "i genuinelly cared and im sick of it im not fucking coming to support you tonight fuck you and your award because your a fuck up dolan" i cry and run off to my car knowing that i would still go.

I run to my car and slam my door and cry "i fucking love you"i sob "but your just a dick" i continue "i dont even know how to express it" i cry to myself sitting alone in my car, hannah gets in my car "whats wrong" she asks "your boyfriends brother" i sob "we got into a fucking arguement and i lied and said im not coming to support him tonight" i sob "i lost the challenge han" i sob "you wha-" "i caught feelings for a guy that hates me hannah" i cry loudly "im not saying anything" she said rubbing my back "come lets go shopping" she said as i nod and we drive to the mall.

We arrive at the mall and i walk to the ice cream store  "aw come on Kyla" Hannah sighed "i need it even though we were never a thing" i sigh as i order it and walk over to hannah "your whipped" she shakes her head, we walk into a shop for dresses as i spot a nice black one "im buying this" i run over to it and grab it with the heels next to it. "90 dollars" i sigh "oh well" i chuckle as i walk to the dressig room "hannah" i yell as she replies "yea" she says "rate this i say walking out"

"Id go lesbian for you" she chuckled.