First Feelings| Jacklyn

Deep feelings

" MIKEY I THINK IM STARTING TO HAVE FEELINGS FOR THE GOD DAMN BOY, I THINK I LIKE JACK AND I DONTTT KNOW WHAT TO DO ABOUT IT".......

Ryes pov   
Me and Andy were on our way to see Jack when we heard someone shouting. At first it sounded like a kid having a tantrum but after a few seconds it sounded like Brook.  " MIKEY I THINK IM STARTING TO HAVE FEELINGS FOR THE GOD DAMN BOY, I THINK I LIKE JACK AND I DONTTT KNOW WHAT TO DO ABOUT IT" I heard as I walked through the door. I was shocked. Brook likes Jack, but Hannah likes Jack and Jack likes Hannah. My mind went into complete shock. It made me feel dizzy. I sat next to Mikey and left Andy to deal with the issue as he is a more peoples person.

Andys pov
Me and Rye walk into the waiting room to hear Brook having a proper scream. He finally admitted his feelings for Jack for the whole world to hear.  Deep down I knew he always had feelings for Jack but now that he's finally admitted it, he wont be in denial anymore.

" hey Brook calm down " I said as I put my hand on his shoulder and took him out into the car park.  He needed the fresh air.  His eyes were red and the sparkle that has always been there wasn't anymore. He reached to me for a hug and started to ball his eyes out again. "Andy its all my fault, Jack could die and its all my fault" I looked at him deep in the eyes " Brook you know full well that its not your fault. If anything it was that driver" I replied. I needed Brook to be calm before me and the boys took him into see Jack.

Brooks pov
It had been an hour since I caused all that trouble in the waiting room. I felt guilty for whatever happened to Jack and I will blame myself if anything happens, for the rest of my life. He was my best friend. I felt like I had  strong connection with him. He made me feel myself.

It was time for us to go and see Jack. "Brook mate, go have a minute alone with him" Mikey said as he opened the door and pushed me in. I turned around and Jack was lying on the hospital bed. He wasn't awake, It made me feel really really sad. I sat down on the chair next to his bed and started ranting. I ranted about how much of a horrible person I am and that its all my fault. "Jack, I am so so sorry, I have never hated myself as much as I do right now. Its all my fault, you don't deserve a person like me in your life. I RUIN EVERYTHING".

I turned back at Jack to see him beginning to wake up. He looked me in the eyes and whispered     Brook it wasn't your fault". He looked a bit better. The tears where practically running down my face at this point. Jack ever so slightly leaned over to wiped them away but I couldn't help myself. I grabbed Jacks face and kissed him.  I kissed the boy, my best friend, my favourite person. My friendship is ruined.  "Fuck" I shouted and ran out. Jack looked confused as ever, but it happened. Its not even as if its the first time either.

I pushed past Andy, Rye and Mikey then ran out the doors. Why do I always seem to mess up my life!

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