IM THE VILLAINESS?!?

Now, who am I exactly?

So I've been in this new world for a while now, maybe close to about five months and I've collected some new information on who I could possibly be.

In Japan, there was this otome game called <Maho Gokuen Doki Doki>. In my own opinion, it was really cliche and didn't really offer much except that the capture targets were all extremely handsome and it was set in a modern world with magic. The heroine was actually a decent person that just helped the capture targets with their mental demons. Though this action caused them to "fall in love" with her.

But if you look at it from a military point of view, the capture targets were all flipping stupid. I mean what if the heroine was actually a spy that was sent to destroy you with her charms. (Sigh) I guess even the capture targets are still boys at heart.

But..............that's none of my business now.

Oh, you must be wondering what this has to do with me. Well, it appears whoever put me here enjoys the cliche of making unsuspecting young ladies into the villainess.

Yep, I am the villainess of this otome game, Amelia von Bouligere. She is like the typical villainess in any game, spoiled, jealous, and stupid. But she was very rich so I don't know whether I hate or love who I am. I mean death is inevitable everywhere you go but that money though.

Anywaysss. I think the villainess of an otome game is always the most humane of characters because the heroine is too innocent to actually have been a poor young girl and the capture targets are too trusting to be part of the upper class.

The villainess loses her first love or fiancee to some random lady who doesn't even understand what is going on around her. She expresses her jealously through childish taunts and schemes. In the end, she doesn't succeed because the man she loves is stupid to real devotion and loyalty and instead goes to this girl who hides her fakeness and infidelity behind crocodile tears.

But instead of listening to my opinions of character types, let's talk about my new identity.

Amelia von Bouligere is a girl who was influenced by her father to become a selfish and non-communicating person. Her mother was a very sensible person who was roped into her marriage by the prospect of love. She failed to realize that her lover had a child already and four mistresses that showered him in love aside from her.

By the time she realized this, she had already married and been impregnated by the vile man. She tried her best to hold onto her life for her daughter but she eventually died from the schemes of the mistresses.

While living without a loving family and constant ridicule from the people around her, Amelia tried her best to get recognition from her father by meeting his expectations. So in reality, Amelia is a victim from the time she is born till she dies.

Sad case. But that shall change since I'm here and not in a desperate need for some twisted man's love.

"Oh my gosh, my baby is so cute!!" says the beautiful giant which I have come to identify as my mother. I have yet to see my father but I already know that he's got to be handsome.

See my mother doesn't immediately die but she dies the day after my fifth birthday. My mother, Lilac von Bouligere, dies from a poison that is untraceable and slow acting. The poison is most likely in her system right now but as long as she begins treatment before the spring of the year I turn 4 she'll be fine.

"For a baby, you really think a lot, don't you," My mother says as she picks me up."That's ok that must mean that my daughter is going to be really smart in the future." 

As she walks to her bed, I can't help but notice the beautiful silver hair that bounces behind her. It's one of the features that I wish I could inherit from her but I get raven black hair from my dad in the future. Other than my hair, in the future, I would look like a spitting image of my mother.

As I marvel at my mother's beauty, she plays with me and makes cooing noises. Since I'm still a baby, I play along with her.  An intrusion on our perfect time together is made by this big lady in gaudy clothes. Her skin is oily and filled with pimples and her face is scrunched up in a hateful expression.

"Come and eat, you degenerate!" said the lady which I assume is Malinda von Bouligere, the lady who becomes the Duchess after my mother dies. Though right now she is only my father's first concubine.

Now you might be wondering why a concubine can speak to the acting  Duchess in such a manner. It's actually quite simple. My father has wanted to kill my mother since they married because only that way does he get her inheritance from my mother's family. 

But let's see what these monkeys can do now that I'm here.

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Hi, this is the Author. I just want to thank everyone who has read, voted, commented, and supported this book.

I apologize for the extremely late chapter and I can't guarantee that I will be able to update frequently but I still hope that you will stay and read this book.