a reason to live

chapter one

[ asher ]

we had moved once again . Oregon . it was pretty and green here , but the house we moved into was next to the woods . and it was pretty lonely . it was a small neighborhood. so i'm guessing most of these kids if they are kids go to riverside high school . which i start tomorrow . it sucked to leave my friends back in LA , but i mean we got to do what we got to do .
~ the next morning ~
i woke up this morning smacking my phone alarm off . it was 6 in the morning . i got up and took a quick shower . while i was in the shower i heard footsteps in my room . " avi ? " i said once " london " thinking it was one of my little brothers . i just shrugged it off and continued my hot shower . 5 minutes pass and i hop out and tie the towel around my waist . i brush my teeth and clean my face and go out to change . i threw on a black shirt and blue jeans . basic . i then look at the time and it was 645 i took way to long showering . i couldn't blow dry my hair because the walk to school is 10 minutes and school starts at 655 so i gotta bounce . i was rushing out of my house " bye mom bye dad ! " i said and ran out of the house . i eventually made it to school . one minute late . i got my schedule and walked into my first period " hi . um i'm your new st- " the teacher cut me off " yes we know and your late have a seat " he said . and i say and sit in an empty seat . i read his name on the board . " mr. mitjans? " i said sorta loud " yes ? " he replied back " oh . uh nothing just reading your name on the board " i said and the whole class laughed . which was kinda embarrassing
~ later on in lunch ~
i obviously had no friends so i had to sit alone in lunch .  " hey kid ! " i heard a girl say . didn't think it was for me so i just left it alone . and then she threw a piece of food at me . i turned around " what ! " i said " oh he's feisty . just wanted to see if you'd have lunch with us but never mind " she turned back around and continued . from a far i saw this girl sitting alone . she had light beautiful brown hair and it seemed so smooth , but i just couldn't see her face