Trapped Within

Insanity

I was beyond scared. This was one of the best things what happened since the death of Lucille, my mother. As you can probably tell my family is different in a good way. Well thing is that is my opinion. Most people think i am insane. Perhaps they are right about that. Thing is usual families speak what is on their mind, they laugh, do things together, and they love each other as much as a sibling could. But then comes my family. We cannot speak out of place. Everyone talks about killing and how fun it is, and my own father hates his kids! I try to stay out of all the drama but of course it's impossible. Once you are born with a person in your family you are stuck in the gang life, you are stuck for life.
    It's been a short year since my father gave the news. Being seventeen is hard knowing I had to look after everything and on top of that train! During this year Jadon and I have been getting taught how to protect ourselves, what to do when in harm's way, and who the bad guy is. It was a hard year for sure. One thing about Lucas is he is a good manipulator. He brainwashed his own kids saying that anyone out of the gang life is bad and they don't care about anyone. I was emotionally, mentally, and physically drained. That was one of the most hardest things I had to experience in my life. My little brother who is 13. Who was recently sent away to the mental asylum because of Lucas. Jadon was sent away because he was more insane than me! I know how is that fucking possible. Well let's just say he did an unforgivable act. He murdered the President of one of our alli's. Lucas realized that Jadon was his only heir he is trying to protect him with everything he has. Wish he would do that for me... To protect Jadon Lucas sent him in the mental asylum. This incident didn't do much help to me mentally. It made me more emotionless. It fucking killed me just knowing that my only brother was in that crazy place.

Author Note: Thanks for reading the first part. I really appreciate it. I'm going to try finish posting the rest of the story since i pre wrote it... much love 🔥🖤