Risking Reason

Done

I'm just not sure anymore, with anything.

What does my future hold?

Will I ever have any true friends?

Will people ever cut me some slack and just give me a break for once.

Because I'm just so done, so done with people, so done with emotions and so done with having to go through it all.

It's so hard just saying "yea I'm fine, whys that?" or "Nah I'm good" it's so hard and I wish I was the only person dealing with this but I know I'm not because well we all go through it at some point where life just becomes hard to deal with but most people push through.

Maybe I'm just not like most people. Yea I'm sensitive, yea I'm passionate and yea I can be a little quiet or overbearing. How the hell do I fix that though how do I go "yea life's gonna be great from here on out" what the fuck how do some people just make it seem so easy as pissed off one minute then "oh yea, I'm doing great, I'm fine, how're you? "

I'm so done with this facade, so over always being the positive one, trying to help everyone else. Its taken its toll and now I'm just done.