If Only (Tony Oller FanFiction)

Chapter One

Kirsten's POV

I let my eyes run over the words of the name of the book, more like fanfiction, that was on my iPad infront of me. But, like most of the fanfictions I had come across today, the title was lousy. Nothing to get me interested in the book. Sighing, I ran a hand through my, what some people describe it as, "caramel" colored hair. I was thinking of dying it a while ago, but never really got to it.

Exiting out of Wattpad, I then went to my music, went to my first Playlist, and clicked shuffle. Of course, an MKTO song would come on. Then again, the playlist mainly consisted of MKTO's songs. "Forever Until Tomorrow" is what the title of the song read, but it's not like I had to look. Just from the beginning note or beat, I knew what song it was. It's quite simple, really.

"See girl I, I'm gonna love you...forever and ever and ever. Girl I, I'm gonna hold you...forever and ever and ever....until tomorrow baby I got bills to pay, but since you're here today, and take my breathe away, girl I, I'm gonna love you. Forever and ever and ever....until tomorrow.." I sang along with the music, a smiling touching my lips as I did. See, I wasn't much of a rapper, but I still tried on Malcolm's part. I failed, but it's still worth the try.

Letting out a soft sigh, I collapsed back down onto my mass of pillows. There had to be atleast ten of them on my bed. Yes, I'm that sort of person who needs that many pillows. Rolling into my side, I glanced over at my clock. 8:00 AM. See, now most people would be freaking out thinking they're late for work. But me? Oh no, I just rolled back onto my back and closed my eyes. I worked from home, so I never really could be late for work.

"Kirsten?" A mans voice sounded from what I knew was my bedroom doorway. Jase. I knew it was him. If you were wondering, that's my boyfriend. Normally, I would feel joy hearing him, but something in his voice gave me chills.

Opening my eyes, I propped myself up on my bed and glanced over at him. He was leaning on the doorframe and immediately, I knew he was drunk. I remember him saying that he was going out last night, but I don't remember him returning. A lump formed in my throat as I went to reply.

"Jase, did you just get back??" I inquired, my voice surprisingly calm and soft. Almost like I was speaking to a child who had done something wrong. But Jase was no child.

With no answer after about 30 seconds, I let out an irritated sigh and pushed myself off my bed. Walking over to Jase, I slipped my arm around his waist and led him to where I had been only moments ago, laying him down onto the bed.

"We gon' have some fun?" Jase winked at me as he looked up and if I could've smacked him I would. "No, Jase. No." I responded, throwing the covers over him and tucking them in around him so he couldn't get out of them. His lips formed a hard line, showing he was probably pissed, but I could care less. Grabbing my iPad off the bed, I backed away Jase and out the door, shutting the door behind me.

In all honesty, I was livid with Jase right now. He hadn't even texted me saying he was ok or that he'd be out onto 8 in the morning. This isn't the first time it happened, though, and it probably won't be the last.

Although, what really set me off was him asking me to have sex with him when he was drunk. See, I'm still a virgin. Yes, shocker, right? 21 and still a virgin? How could I? I'm just saving it for the right guy, and I thought Jase would be the one. But I guess I was wrong. I had tried to break up with him many times before, but he was the only thing that kept me from being totally poor.

Slouching up against the wall, I took a deep breath and brought my iPad to my chest, closing my eyes. For some reason, this helps me calm down. Only slightly, but it still calms me down. And with Jase, I do this more than 20 times a week. Sad, yes, but I need him to survive.

Opening my eyes once again, I clicked back onto my music and hit play. Of course, it was once again an MKTO song, but I was one of their old covers. "Champion". I halfway smiled and backed away from the wall, only to head straight to the couch.

Sitting down in the soft cushions, I let out a soft sigh and closed my eyes, leaning my head on the back of the couch. It was only then there was a small "ping" from my phone. Catching my attention, I peeked down at my phone. It was a Twitter notification. And the moment I saw who it was from, I couldn't help but smile.

Alexis. She was a friend I had recently made over Twitter, but yet I've felt like I've know her forever. Who knew what bands could do too people?

Unfortunately, it's a little tough for the both of us to meet eachother in real life. You see, she lives atleast more than 3000 miles away from me. Across the ocean. Yeah. It sucks.

But, I'd sworn the day I met her, that would be the day she meets MKTO along with it, so I sorta have to wait until I know I'm gonna meet MKTO. If that makes sense.

Deciding it might be smart to actually answer Alexis, I unlocked my phone and went to my DMs on Twitter.

"Hey!" was, as I had seen on my phone before I had checked the message over Twitter, what Alexis had messaged me.

"Eyyyy!! How's it goin'?" was my response. You see, she had a...well, not normal job, but not a work from home job. So she wasn't able to be on Twitter or such as I was. This, of course, was a slight problem considering time zones and such. Time zones are so stupid, in my opinion. Just saying.

Brushing a lock of hair behind my ear, I allowed a yawn to escape my mouth as I stretched my arms out behind me, sudden tiredness hitting me. It was only around 8:30 AM by now, but staying up till 5:00 AM doesn't always work out that well.

Turning my phone ringer off, I then switched back on my music, which had somehow shut off, then I continued to get into a comfortable 'sleeping' position on the couch. Another yawn escaped me as my eyes closed. The music coming from my phone soon lulled me too sleep, and before I knew it I was fast asleep. Not a single care in the world.

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Sorry if this is horrible 😂 I tried mk? Mk. I don't know if I will continue this but OH WELL. Worth the try, right?