Chapter 18

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"Jana?"

"Yeah kuya?"

"Nag-away ba kayo ni Raven? magdamag kasi siyang naglasing kagabi" he said,umupo ako sa tabi ni kuya para makausap siya ng mabuti,I want and I need a query




"Kind of,galit kasi siya nung sinundo niya ako kahapon and he told me he's jealous dahil nakita niya akong kayakap si Zo and I'm not sure if he's being serious about it,kuya parang big deal na big deal sakanya eh hi---"




"It's big deal to him because he feels something for you,can't you see it?he's just jealous kaya siya galit!He's being paranoid pagnaiisip ka niya na nasa panganib and he's being overprotective pagdating sayo.Alam mo bang parang hindi na niya kayang umabsent ng dahil sayo?the Raven that I met before is not as kind as the Raven that I'm facing now,you changed him and he changed for you" He stated that made me stop from talking





"I feel that he's being protective and I feel that he's like my boyfriend kung umasta siya but kuya I don't know kung para saan yun,kung bilang kaibigan ba or dahil gusto niya ako.I don't want to assume things kuya and you know that,Gusto kong isipin na baka may gusto nga siya saakin but I can't and I don't know why,I'm a little bit confused when it comes to things like this" paliwanag ko,hinawakan niya ang kamay ko at bahagya yung pinisil






"You can't because you're scared,takot ka na baka hindi mo masuklian ang pagmamahal niya kung sakali mang gusto ka talaga niya and you're scared na baka ang nangyari sa past mo ay maari ring mangyari sainyong dalawa,why don't you try Jana.try to love again and open your heart for someone you deserve and who deserve you.para naman sumaya na yang buhay mo"nag-aalalang sabi nito,yeah I think tama siya that maybe I'm thinking about my past,I have many what ifs





"why don't you go see him,ibalik mo na din yung kotse niya"



"Nah kuya,I think it'll be awkward"

"Oh come on,what's awkward about seing him.magpalit ka na at puntahan mo siya"pagpipilit nito,aayaw pa sana ako ng hinila na niya ako hanggang sa kwarto ko at tinulak ako sa loob "fix yourself and then go visit him or else" banta niya sa labas kaya napairap ako





I can't do anything!better face it.I took a quick shower and wore a white tee shirt with its front tacked in in my high waist shorts





Nagpaalam na ako kay kuya Zo at dumeretsyo sa kotse ni Raven habang siya ay pangiti ngiti lang,nang medyo nakalayo na ako sa bahay saka ko narealize na hindi ko pala alam ang adress ni Raven kaya tinawagan ko siya pero hindi niya ako sinasagot,urgh better call the others then

Jana!? Woah you missed me babe?I miss yo----

Bago pa matapos ni Mailer ang sasabihin niya ay pinatay ko na yung tawag at sinunod naman si Jyro

Yup the handsome is talking

Urgh. Good You talked better than Mailer

So any problem?

Saan nakatira si Raven?

Ouch! Raven nanaman?nandito naman ako ah

Ok then Jyro bye as well,you're just like Mai----

Wait up I'll tell you,he left last night nang nandito kami sa bahay ni tanda so maybe nasa condo niya siya.I'll text you the location

I thanked Jyro at maya maya lang ay nakarecieve na ako ng message mula sakanya,okay Jana get yourself together,you can do this


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Waszup buddies,long time no UD

Sorry naging busy lang talaga ako this past days dahil sa dami ng activities sa school,Exams kasi namin just this January then after nun ay preparation na for our IPED day  tapos next agad is the Family day then another preparation for the ordination na naganap sa school namin which is member ako ng music ministry sa school kaya kasali kami sa choir then the ordination is so bongga kaya I'm so busy talaga ang mianhe guysue about it.I'll try to make it up for you

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