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Wassuppp y'all so today was my cousin and ex bestfriend brother funeral. It was a beautiful service they had dancers and they gave them crowns to put on their head before they closed the caskets. My ex bestfriend got up to speak about her brother and the camera was on her and yo when she started to cry I cried too. Not only was I crying because of the tragedy but because we're not friends anymore and I'm not  around to support her like I would have if we were still friends. Yeah I have her number but we don't even go to the same school nor live nearby so it's like when would I ever see her. It hurt me when she cried this time in particular because the other times I've seen her cry she was only really pissed. Today she was crying out of sadness and hurt and I just couldn't deal with it that shit was painful to watch. I texted her today after the service because I couldn't find her during the service to hug her but I haven't seen if she texted me back. I'm not gonna lie I'm scared of what her response gonna be when I look at my phone because we haven't talked in so long nor are we friends anymore. Today was a sad day but it got better overall and I'm glad.

Dyamond💕