heh
sometimes there is a hint of wish
just to be someone else
just for a second
then you whisk it away
you talked about this
you shouldn't want this
this is sin
sin.
don't talk about yourself
if you do
you know you are no longer worthy
worthy of love
of joy
of peace
of food
of rest
of clarity
of friends
of writing
of the air
the wind
the sea
the summer
i deserve the cold rain
and i still believe
Sorry for the horrible writing. I always feel like I don't know the balance between being okay to myself and being selfish. I just don't want to drag anyone into the hole I've dug for myself, and I don't want to dig deeper and forget the light.
