People often say they'd rather
not know.
They have no idea what it's like
to not know.
To always wonder and
never know.
To search everywhere
for the answers.
To imagine the worst.
It consumes you.
The blaming.
The aching.
The sudden feeling of
not being good enough,
abandonment,
anger,
being forgotten,
fearing trust,
being alone,
being out of place,
damaged,
unwanted,
questioning everything.
Not knowing can
be worse than
knowing.
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hiraeth
Poetrythe yearning, the grief for the lost places of the past; a place or person or feeling that is beyond this plane of existence. poems that are personal and deep, written with a dull ache of the soul. poems about what I fear, what I haven't been willin...