Be mine

Chapter One:

It's been two years since I moved out to California. On the way I had to this point I had been up and down with my feelings about Dustin. Over all I was done with him and happy with Chad.

I woke up and the sun was shining brightly in my room. I turned around to face Chad who was just sleeping. I poked his cheek and gave him a kiss. His eyes fluttered open and he smiled and then frowned realizing what day it was. The day I leave for my tour. I pulled myself out of bed and changed into a pair of green shorts and a loose gray t shirt. I slipped on my black flip flops. I put my hair in a messy bun and applied make up. When I got out of the bathroom Chad was dressed and was eating a pack of pop tarts. I grabbed a pack of strawberry with frosting on it. I grabbed my bags and we walked down to the car. As he drove I ate and called my manager, Luke, a.k.a my aunt's boyfriend.

"Hey we're on our way." I said when he picked up.

"Ok good the bus leaves in twenty minutes."

"We're only like five minutes away."

"Ok bye."

"Bye."

I hung up as we pulled up to the tour bus. I gave my bags to roadies who out them in my bunk. I leaned against the car door while Chad leaned against me. "I'll miss you." I said giving him a kiss.

"I'll miss you more."

"Not possible."

"Yes possible."

I pulled him in for a long kiss then Luke tapped my shoulder.

"Time to leave." He said walking to the bus.

"I love you." He said.

"I love you too. Remember stay loyal."

"If you're loyal to me."

"Always."

I gave him one last kiss before getting on the bus. Ellen, Josh and Ryan were watching TV when I got on. I sat next to Ellen and asked what was on.

"Nothing interesting."

I sighed and closed my eyes.

"So I saw you and Chad almost getting it on out there." She joked.

"Well yeah. Do you think I should trust him?"

"Why wouldn't you?"

"I don't know. He's the first person besides Dustin I let get close to me and you see how well that ended."

"Well it's different now you've matured and we've all grown. It's gonna be fine."

"Yeah your probably right."

"I'm always right." She said cockily.

I softly punched her arm and then watched the TV. We traveled for what seemed like forever before Luke told us to get some sleep. I changed into a tank top and pajama pants and crawled into my bunk. I pulled out my phone and called Chad.

"Hello?" He asked.

"Hey baby."

"Hey. What's up?"

"Nothing I was just calling to say good night."

"Good night."

Then he hung up. I threw my phone down on the floor and went to bed.

When I woke up it was nine in the morning. I got out of my bunk and picked up my phone. No new messages. I signed and changed into a pair of black skinny jeans, a Outer Sorrow tank top and my black toms. I brushed my now white hair and put it in a bun with a red bandana wrapped around it. I ate pop tarts and brushed my hair. We got in the black van and drove to the venue. Our crew was setting up everything and I went backstage.