Chapter 18

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Jungkook POV
Y/N had just opened up about how Jackson and then where dating and how Jackson had fucked Y/N. This made me so pissed of to the point that I could have turned into a full on yandere. But I love Y/N so much that I guess I could stay a calm for them. Like I said I will protect them and do what ever Y/N wants.
Y/N I will always love you.
Suga POV
Shit why does Y/N make me feel so weak but when I heard that Jackson fucked them I wanted to cut his dick off and feed it to him. But I know Y/N would hate me for that so I'll try my best to control myself around Jackson is I ever see him.
(A/N: "I'm to lazy to put all of BTS's thoughts about Jackson so let's just say they where all very angry that
Y/N was not a virgin anymore but BTS loves them to much to do something about Jackson")
Y/N POV
I could see that the boy where trying there best to calm down and not make my relationship with Jackson a big deal. I could tell that they where trying to change their selves for... me. I was still shaking my ass off thinking that they would still try and do "stuff" to me. Why? Why do they now say that they like me after all they have done? Do they really like me? Do my bullies really like a "rat" like me?
???: "Why would they love you your nothing even Jackson is using you. He's using you to make other girls think that he's a nice guy."
"Shit why are you in my head again?" I said in my head.
???: "What do you think just because you started to date someone I would disappear? Hahaha your such a fucking idiot!"
"Please j-just leave me alone" I pleaded in my head.
???: "I'll only leave you if you just die, it's not like anyone would care. Even if you parents where alive they wouldn't give a shit either. Do you know why? ITS BECAUSE NO ONE GIVES A SHIT ABOUT YOU, YOUR USLESS. YOU ARE JUST ANOTHER DEATH WAITING RO HAPPEN! It'll be better to die than bring everyone down."
After I had that conversation with the mysterious voice in my head I started to break down crying, and I was still in front of the boys.
BTS POV
We were talking to each other about how we need to protect Y/N and just become friends with them, that also meant that we had to dump our slutty toys, we happy to we decided that we should tell Got7 about our sudden change and how sorry we where. But we heard silent sobs from behind us. We seen Y/N crying, but why where they crying? All of us ran to Y/N hugged her/him trying to comfort them.
J-hope: "Why are you crying?"
V: "Y-Yeah there's no need for a
b-beautiful person like you to be crying."
Y/N: "I-I-I'm o-ok I j-just need t-to be a-alone f-for a little, c-could I u-use your
b-bathroom?"
Jin: "Ummm could at least one of use be with you?"
Y/N: "B-But I- I want to b-be alone."
Jin: "Last time we let you in a bathroom alone you almost killed your self."
Y/N: "Why can you just let me die"I said in whisper, but one of the members heard me.
Suga: "Because we love you. And that all, I'll be going with you"
The rest of BTS: "WHAT!?!?!?"
Y/N: "F-Fine"
I got up and walked towards the bathroom not caring to argue. Once I got to the bathroom I stepped into the bathtub when Suga walked in he closed the door and locked it, then he came and joined me in the tub while I stoped sobbing but my tears kept flowing. Suga came closer to me and held me after a little he kissed me on the head, then kissed my forehead, then my nose, then he kissed my tears, and then he kissed me on the lips but I didn't do anything I just accepted it I was to numb. But Suga's kiss felt like it was full of passion and sincereness....



...I liked it...

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