My claim to be bestie ditched me for some other girl, I don't know, world is not my place but I'm too scared to die and I'm too scared to live I just don't know my mind is messed up.My parents are really worried about me but they seem like they're not so I don't know it's been 3 years and im still on my medications hah they didn't help I'm still thinking that the boy that I like could help me but I don't really think so, deep inside sometimes I feel like drifting away in my sleep never waking up a year pass in my life just has gotten worse I start cutting I tried to hide it the best I can from my mom using my life savings for bandages and stuff I was going to use college savings the money to go to college but it's fine, my grades start dropping.
"Tuesday at school"
A....girl, fake I hit her now my mom is mad at me she yelled at me saying " I am so disappointed in you go to your room!" I mumbled and said back " wow not even my own mom believes me....." my mom says back "what..." in a lower, calmer voice I run to my room
"2 weeks later"
"Honey please come out" "NO I HATE YOU YOU FAIL FOR THAT LIE THAT GIRL SAID GO AWAY!" I yelled really loudly at that time I feel like my feelings were fading away I thought to myself "no way I can't...I...can't...I...need to feel something..."
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DON'T GET TOO CLOSE IT'S DARK INSIDE
Non-FictionA girl suffering from depression and anxiety everywhere she goes it's getting darker and darker she feels like she can't get out her family tries to help her therapist doctor's diagnosis nothing helps she discovers a boy that she likes she thinks th...
