Honestly

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Paul sped over to Zayn house and as soon as he got there I hopped out. Where did you go.... 

I ran up the stairs of Zayn's apartment building I wasn't even going to bother with elevators. As soon as I got to his flat I unlocked the door and ran in. I miss you all.... 

"Zayn? Harry and Lou aren't at their flat!" I yelled but there was no answer. Come back.... 

"Zayn?" I whimpered. I need you.... 

I checked all of the rooms but there was no one. No sign of anything strange either. All his stuff was still here. Please.... 

I ran back down the stairs. Tears were falling off my fax and I jumped into the van. One last hope. Please be there Niall. I'm alone now..... 

"Paul" I said hiccuping "to Niall's" I say and Paul just stares at me for a while before nodding and driving to Niall's flat. Paul thinks your dead too... 

But of course its the same at Niall's. I crawl back into the van and curl into a ball. I wasn't crying not yet. I don't believe that.... 

Paul drove and I didn't know where he was going nor did I care at the moment. My band mates, my best friends were gone. Of course I didn't have purely friend feelings for one of them but that wasn't the matter now. Your being gone hurts the most cause I'm in love with you still... 

Paul parked somewhere and I looked up. Of course! The police! That was a waste of time...

Present

I sat at a table with an interviewer on the other side. I hate interview. It reminds me of them. And of course today is the worst. Today is the day after the were legally announced dead. Of course I'm going to be asked about it. And I have to pretend to have given up. But I haven't.  

5 4 3 2 1!" someone counts down and the interview starts. 

"Today we have with us Liam Payne from one direction. Of course today I a very solemn day. Yesterday the other 4 member of 1D were sadly pronounced dead after 6 months of looking. How are you holding up Liam?" 

"Well I'm not perfect. But it was for the best." I say, repeating what management told me to say. 

"Yes. How have these last 6 months been for you?" she says looking at me pityingly. 

"Horrible." I say simply. Answering this one truthfully. 

"Do you believe there really dead?" she asks and I pause. I know what I'm trained to say. But what about the truth. For the last 3 months I've been lying. Why not some truth? But it's better for everyone if I lie. Or that's what they tell me. I sigh deeply the answer. 

"Honestly?" and she nods. I take a deep breath...

And another cliffhanger! Why? haha its slightly frustrating i know but whatevs.

Is liam gonna tell her what he honestly thinks? What do you think?

And who is liam in love with.. I know the answer now! Mwahhahahaha

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