Jess just wants to have a normal junior year, no drama. Well she definitely didn't get that.
• this story may have mentions of depression and stuff like that. If that gets you trigger you don't have to read that chapter.
Wake up. The weather is so cold here in New Jersey. Like why is winter so cold. Though I do like it. Looked at my phone. Time reads 6:02 a.m.
Kya 💜: Hurry up! I'm at WaWa so you have drive yourself
Uhhhhhhhhh. She could've waken me up earlier. Change to my usually dressed up act. Make up. Lots of it. You need it to look pretty. Without it, Jess you will be so ugly. Everyone would leave you if you're not pretty. Be like Kya. Everyone likes her.
Breathe in then out. Right leg step before the Left. Smile.
Smile. Put that stupid smile on your face. Breathe in then out. Change your stupid Pjs.
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Kinda looks like this
I would never wear this, if I could wear what I would like to. This is a basic girls outfit. I put my long straight dyed blonde hair into a bun. Leaving two front strands out. I put on my blue eye contacts. My brown eyes were not pretty enough to please the people of high school.
If I were Kya I didn't have to worry about looks. She had natural blonde hair with burst ugly sea looking eyes. She always ware the prettiest clothes. Speaking of Kya.
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What Kya is wearing
"Hey stupid. Came home early. Though Hammer is still gonna drive me to school." This girl and hammer have been friends since third grade, they clearly like each other but they're both too dumb to see it. Like come on. Since they can't see it Kya bounces from boy to boy.
"Oh why don't you guys marry already."
She rolled her eyes dramatically. "Why don't you and Jake get married."
My cheeks flushed. Jake. One of my closest friends. I think I like him but I don't know if he likes me. People say he does and I don't even know if I like him. It confusing.
"What's up with the make up? You know you're pretty the way you are." Kya put her shoes on again.
"I do it for me of course" Yeah sure Jess. Of course you don't do it for yourself.
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Jess's eye look
"Yeah but don't you think it's a bit dramatic." Why don't she shut up.
The really reason I do it was because I have bags from staying up early. Ever since Mom died I can't seem to sleep. Makeup just covers it up. It's not unreasonable is it?
"Kya you really don't ha—"
Her phone beeped and she said a quick goodbye, then she left. With Kya I still have to fake it. You have to lol pretty even in your own home.
I get in my Jeep. I have to pick up Fiona and leave for school. I texted her to be out of her house and ready. Fiona was one of my favorite people in the world. Met her just two years ago on the first day of freshman year. She has black hair with deep green eyes. So pretty. So unfair for me. How do you think I feel when I walk around her. I'm already insecure I don't need more people pointing it out. Breath in then out.
"Hey girl." Fiona went into the car. Her outfit like usual. Adidas shirt with Adidas pants. Her hair in a high pony. This is what she calls her off days. I know off days. She's still beautiful. I put on the fake smile.
"Hey Fiona, Lets go I have a test first period." She nodded and got in.
"Haley will be absent today and Paige is literally dying. She's stuck at home for getting a B. Her poor soul. Yo did you know Paige has an older brother," of course I do. I nodded, "well he's good looking and I want to get to know him."
Oh I was shocked. Isn't the expression never date your best friends brother. That's like the girl code. "Just go for it. Make sure Paige is okay with it though."
Uhhhh school. The living hell hold. I can stand school but I hate how early it is and the people. Jake came up to me, putting one arm around me. Ewww. Physical contact. I hate being touched. I pushed his arm off of me to see a frown on his face.
"Hey Jess. Hey Fiona. Did you hear what happened to Quinn?" Quinn the literally definition of cliché queen wannabe.
"No and I don't really care," I turned to Fiona, " Do you think the new kids coming today."
Fiona only nodded and opened her book. People call Fiona a retard because she's falling math but she's always reading. Jerks they are. Jake tried putting his arm around me again.
Will this boy stop. I don't care how much I like you I don't like enigma touched. A hug occasional by Kya is ok. Maybe a hug by Paige is fine. She is really warm.
I turned my face to look Jake in the eyes. "Jake stop! You know I hate being touched by anyone."
He frowned but didn't speak. Now I felt guilty. Breath in then out.
Hey My Peeps. I felt this story had more fun in writing it. Hope you all enjoy. Leave comments or suggestions. The whole uploading schedule thing isn't working, maybe I'll try to fix it.
