Chapter 1

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Hey!!

So this is my first fan fiction. YAY

I hope to see some Comment on how you like it or even dislike it. Don't worry about hurting my feelings. If you have any suggestions go right ahead and leave them in the comments section. And if you like it the please tell me. I want to get some feed back becasue this is what i want to do n the future.... SO YEAH....

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Chapter 1

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Pain

 Excruciating pain was all I felt for the last twelve years. Nobody seems to hear my pleads for help as the searing anguish overtakes me. They just ignore me like if I were a plague, even though I am constantly screaming for help. Nobody seems to care about my frail state or my hollow eyes, which were once bright and filled with life. The only time they take the trouble to talk to me, is if they are insulting me in a malicious way, and each insult was true in my eyes. 

I was worthless.

Useless.

A monster.

A lost cause.

Good-for-nothing.

Defected.

Weak.

 Pathetic.

 Repulsive.

Pitiful. 

I was just a waste of space,these are just a few colorful words that the world used against me. And the list can go on and on.

 I dreaded the idea of living in a world full of misery, or having to wake up the next day, and face the cruel world. For everyday I lived in pain I added a scar to the ever-growing collection. 

There once was a time when I was’t like this, were I wasn’t begging to end all my suffering with one quick and effective method, when there was a flame of passion surging through my body. But slowly over the years the flame of life and ambition has been extinguished. All that remained was a flicker of hope. But in my life nothing is permanent. Every feeling that can revive my struggling flicker, has to be ripped out of my grasp, so I remain begging for prosperity, for my flame to be relit. Even though my chances are grim. 

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