Time to Revive and Revitalize

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i'm tired of being not his priority.

i'm tired of the times that you called me when its only convenient for you.

i'm tired of your smiles. cause i forget why i'm mad at you

i'm tired of your broken promises..

i'm tired of listening to you..

i'm tired of asking you if i should believe you..

every time you told me that you love me..

every time you told me that in the end..

your going to choose me, cause you know 

that i'm the right girl for you..

every time you tell me that

you don't want to see me cry

when you say that you don't meant

to hurt me

in the first place

i'm tired of always forgiving you

i'm tired of always letting you have your way

i'm tired of you always acting different when you're around your friends

i'm tired of you giving me mixd signals 

i'm tired of always listening to your girl problems 

i'm tired of helping you get a girl to like you

but you know what i'm really tired of?

 i'm tired of still loving you despite

all the things that makes me so tired of you.

Hindi ko na alam kung dapat ko pa siyang paniwalaan.. Sa dinami dami ng kasinungalingan na sinabi nya sa akin.. Sa dami ng masasakit na salita na tinanggap ko sa mula mismo sa kanya.. sa lahat ng pang iinsulto.. Oo tanga ako ee. Martir nga daw sabi nila.. Mahal ko ee... Kaso sobrang sakit na daig ko na namamatay minu-minuto..

Masaya na siya sa babae nya ee,, Anu pagagawin ko? Hindi naman ako isang laruan na iiwan mo nalang pag nagsawa ka na tapos lalaruin mo nalang ulit pag naisipan mo..

Tao ako na mayroon din damdaming nasasaktan.. Oras na nga siguro para kalimutan na kita.. 

Ayus lang naman sayu yun panigurado..

Masyado na akong naging tanga naawa tuloy ako sa sarili ko para akong tutang walang amo.. Tutang niligaw ng sariling amo.. 

Masyado na akong naging pabaya sa sarili ko.. Kinakailangan ko ng mag revive and revitalize.. Sana magawa ko..

Sana makahanap din ako ng taong tanggap ako at hindi ako ikakahiya at ipagmamalaki pako kahit ganito lang ako..

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