(Authors note: Hey guys So this is my new fanfic I'm gonna do a thing where if I get like lets shoot for 10 favorites on this I'll write the next chapter. And Since school is starting back up I will be posting every sunday whitch gives me the week to write a chapter. So Yes Please enjoy my new fanfic :P Tell people.
and I'm gonna ask all a qurestion each chapter:
What is your favorite Ship and why ?
Mine has to be Larry , and no I'm not one of those people who take it too far, I just enjoy how much they care for eachtoher :P
Love ya xx )
(Harrys POV)
I Woke up again, Chills down my spin. Another girl beside me. This time I think I bought her home. I opened my eyes to see blinding light, Nope She definitely brought me to her place.I stood up very slowly trying not wake her. I don't need to deal with the morning after drama.I just need to find my clothing and go.I got up and went to look around her flat from my clothing and phone. I found my jeans, Boxers , shirt and coat. I quickly got dressed and opened the door slowly making very little noise and got out. I reached for my phone that I put in my back pocket. It wasen't there. Ah ! shit I knew I forgot something. I ran back opening the door. I had to be stealthy and quite. I saw it on the bedside table, I smoothly walked in making only little pitter patter noises on the hardwood floor.I grabbed my phone,but then of course it started to ring to the ring tone of Pound the alarm by Nicki Minaj. There goes my cover. I ran out of that flat so fast I don't think she ever saw me. I ran down the 5 flights of stairs and made it outside. I stepped outside and the cold London air hit me. It was mid winter and One Direction was on Chirstmas break. I decided to use it to my advantage. I checked my missed call it was from Louis. I called him back " Hey Lou, What did ya want?" I heard Louis make a sigh at the other end of the line. " Please Harry you didn't do it again did you" I shook my curls making the falling snow that had landed on them fall down and dissolve . " Louis, she took me home I swear" I heard him scoff on the other end " Harry ! You gotta stop doing that ! What if the paps catch you walking out her house... Alone huh ! our fans are gonna leave cause your being an idiot!" I just focused on my walking and I was silent not knowing what to say .. That really hurt. Me and Louis rarely call each other Idiots or stupid. We tend to keep the negativity away. We get it to much from twitter and the paps. " Ha, You know i didn't mean to.." " Just leave it Lou, I understand. I have to go." I hung up the phone and placed it in my pocket. I knew what Louis was talking about. Lets just say this wasen't one of my firsts last night.. More like my 4th of the week. Don't get me wrong shaging bitches every night is a wonderful life.. But when your in a worldwide pop boy band, if you do one thing wrong or idiotic the paparazzi is gonna find it and tell the world. But they also twist it so you look even more horrible then it already looks. I walked into the nearest Starbucks and got myself a little pick me up. Having sex and waking up and leaving can really take a lot out of you. I had to head home to my flat, It needed to be cleaned and taken care of since Louis was back in Doncastor visiting his family. I for one wasne't. My mom had invited me but , she keeps up with the tabloid's and I knew she would ask me all about that stuff and what I've been doing is wrong and blah blah blah... I get it I'm Being the idiot pop star out of the band. But there's a reason to my Idiocy. I have told myself I'm never gonna love again, Dosn't mean I can't shag girls. My heart has been ripped into 45 billion Pices by just one person. People say Love is awesome and beautiful. I beg to differ. Love is over rated and stupid and useless.They say Love is giving someone the power to destroy you , But trusting them not to. Trust is key. I mean look at my mom , single and raised me and my sister perfectly. We turned out fine. I mean well .. Except for now. Really I feel sorry for myself, I just can't get the nerve to get back out there and let my walls down and let people see my secrets. I mean people see my life 24/7 anyways, it's not like I have a very private life. But there are some things i keep to my self and will now always. I'm never letting people know the REAL Harry Styles. Not after Cate Brich .
( Bum Bum Bum Cliff hanger ! Sorry for making it so short but I think its a good first chapter :P Thanks guys ok so 10 votes please xx )
