Trigger warning 😭🚨
You wake up and fell sad and you don't know why so you go upstairs and lay in you bed facing the ceiling and think
Juls thoughts: why am I sad ugh ima get high to see if that works
You go under your bed and get a box where you had you blunts and juuls and shit and you get a already rolled blunt and light it
One hour later
Juls: shit im still sad
You go downstairs and gio ,Alex,carlos ,and brandon are talking and Alex stops talking to them BC he notice that there was something wrong
Alex: what happened bbg
Juls: i just woke up sad
Alex: aww baby
Juls: can you just hold me
He goes up to you and hugs you and you burst out crying and and everyone got up and hugged you ( frfr I need this BC I feel like shit but I have no friends that i can call BTW thanks for 4.63k)
Carlos: what happened
Gio/b: yeah
Juls: idk I just woke up and felt like this (you said with no emotion and tear drops were dripping down your face )
Gio: its okay
Juls: no gio its not this is not OK it doesn't feel OK im not OK im... Lost ...falling ... Into this never ending hole and ...i likes when I'm there it laughs when I cry it likes when I'm falling apart Bc it likes the company but I guess that's life though
You look up and everyone was crying and you look at alex and he was crying the most you hug him and he started sobbing you wipe his tears and kiss him for a good 6 minutes and you guys talk about life and shit and yall went live and sang these songs
After that carlos went to his room Brandon was drunk and Alex went to the bathroom
B: it you fault its all your fault
Juls: what
B: your so fucked up and now you wanna fuck us up you stupid bitch
Juls: ima ne-
Before you could Finnish your sentence he slapped you and pushed you on the ground and started punching you you tried fighting back but he was to strong so you just sat there taking his hits and no one came after he was done he raped you and he left and you just layed there naked you got up and locked the door went to your room and locked the door
Alex p.o.v.
After I was done taking a shower I turned my music off and went downstairs and I didn't see juls or b so I went to the living room and saw a lot of blood on the floor
Alex:JULS!!
Omg I think she cut again pls let her be OK
Alex:JULS!
I walk upstairs and tried to go in juls room but It was locked I knock it down and see JULS lying there naked
Alex: bbg put some clothes on
JULS : its my fault
I got closer and see that her nose was broken her face was bruised and her lip and cheek was busted
Alex: w who did that
She just layed there life less I tried to touch her but she flinched
JULS: it was Brandon he he was to strong he raped me and I couldn't move I I I couldn't move
TBC 😭😞😖😔🙁😥hope you guys stay Gucci
Disclaimer: no i do not i repeat do not encourage suicide, self harm,rape,fighting,or bullying that's just me and how my life is and how I cope with my feelings and pls if you are dealing with any of these issues pls talk to a trusted adult or friend and get help ilygsm and pls stay Gucci
