Learning to love ..

CHAPTER 1 ..

" Anna I need you to get up pweeeasee" I roll over and open my eyes coming face to face with my little sister Aliyah. "what you want baby?" she points to the door , I look at the clock and it reads 5:00 am. I pick her up and slowly walk out of my room and down the stairs , coming face to face with my "mother" and some man laying on the couch passed out with coke on the table and bottles all around them. I roll my eyes and walk to the kitchen , not wanting to let Aliyah see that mess and put her on the counter. "what kind of pop tart you want baby?" she lowly mumbles strawberry and I nod , grabbing the pop tart and pouring milk into her sippy cup. I pick her back up and quickly but quietly walk to my room and lock the door , cutting on cartoons for her . she loves paw patrol. I lock the door and look at the time , seeing that it was 6:00 I grabbed some panties and a bra and my towel and went to take a quick shower seeing that I had school In a few.

Let me introduce myself , I'm Tianna and I'm 16 years old. I'm mixed with like 5 things and I have curly hair but instead of fighting with my hair I wear wigs and they all look cute I might add. I'm small , I'm 4'8 and a cheerleader / dancer and I'm mostly positive . I try to be the happiest person around. I'm in the 11th grade and I have a sister who is 5 , her name is Aliyah. I basically raised her because I have a no good ass mother.  anyways ..

As I was in the middle of my shower I hear a big ass pounding on my door. I already knew who it could have been so I rush out of the shower and wrap the towel around me and run to my little sister , who might I add look scared as hell. "lets play hide and seek baby , okay" which was our code for , "I need you to hide until I say its okay to come out". she nods and runs to my closet hiding in the very back and I lock the closet door and go to open my room door .. "BITCH I KNOW YOU HEARD ME KNOCKING ON THIS DAMN DOOR"  and with that I was punched to the ground. I look up to see my mother standing over top of me with the look of pure disgust as her man for the night or week or whatever he is , watching me and drinking a beer . she see's this and kicks me in my stomach and I groan "you trynna take my man again ?! coming to the door with only a fucking towel on" she punches me repeatedly and by this time I know I'm gonna have to wear make up and long sleeve everything today. she smirks and looks at me , "since you wanna be such a slut , he wants you anyways" I look at her and shake my head with tears coming to my eyes and I see him walking up to me , "ma , no please don't let him do this !" I try to get up and I feel pain shooting all through my body as he kicks me and snatches my towel off , starting his assault "MA PLEASE MAKE IT STOP! STOP!!'" she just walks away and 5 minutes of torture go pass and he finally gets up "damn girl yours is betta then yo moms." and with that he walks out and slams the door . I lay there and Aliyah runs out of the closet and she has tears running down her face. "mama u bleed , u hurt" I look at her and wipe her face clean "nah baby I'm okay I promise , give me a while to get dressed and we'll go okay?" she nods , still crying as I kiss her forehead and groan in pain as I stand up and limp to my closet. I choose a simple long sleeve white t-shirt and some sweat pants and limp to the sink , observing my face. I had a busted lip , a bruise on my left cheek and a black eye that was more then ready to form. I applied make up to cover the bruises and put on Chapstick after brushing my teeth , the wig I had on just went into a bun (it looked real and I was loving how it looked.) I put on my glasses and got my little sister dressed. I put her hair in a bun and looked at her "you are beautiful okay ? and I will never let anything happen to you." I held out my pinky and she latched her to mine , and kisses my cheek then says  "te amo Anna" . I smile and kiss hers back "te amo Aliyah" we grab our coats and she holds my hand while we walk down the stairs , trying to help me limp less i guess. she was so cute and helpful. i get to the front door and i hear groaning and fear and disgust roll over me . I hurry and grab Aliyah's hand and we walk faster. we get outside and walk to our neighbors house and I knock on the door and she answers 2 minutes later. "good morning my babies , i have breakfast on the table Aliyah" Aliyah smiles and i bend down and give her a hug "behave today okay baby girl ?" she smiles and nods "i will. you be good too" she then frowns "and don't move too much" . I sadly smile as she kisses i forehead and she runs in the house. our neighbor Ms. K , is like a mother to me. she hands me the keys to my car that she got me for my birthday and she looks at me "you okay dear?" I smile slightly and nod "yes ma'am , but I'm running late" I say as I look at my phone seeing its 6:50 ..  she nods and kisses my cheek, "ill make sure she gets to school on time" I nod and say thank you heading to my car

Now its time for school ..

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i don't know how yall gonna like this but this is basically my first story so be patient with me please ..

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