Learning to love ..

chapter 3

*Tianna part of view*

I woke up the next morning and turn around , Liyah wasn't right there. I sat up and checked my phone

"30 missed calls , 60 text messages" I shook my head , every single one of them. I realized it was 10am and I got up to go downstairs , "so much for going to school today" I mumble while walking into the kitchen. "GoodMorning pooh" I smile at Liyah and say goodmorning back. "Why didn't you wake me up ? I kinda wanted to go to school" "there isn't any school today , something happened and they canceled it for like I week" I nodded "stupid bitch , they always cancel on the good days but have us come into schools on days that look like we gon' die cause of the weather" she busted out laughing "on me , the retarded im sick of it , but come get this plate and eat something. you can stay here but im going to my man house , I want some play" I laughed at her. Liyah isn't a hopeless romantic , neither of us was .. but boy was she sex crazy. she could fuck all day long and then get mad when the other person wants more and she doesn't. I nodded and said okay. I wasn't gonna go anywhere , I didn't feel like it. she went upstairs to shower , screaming about "finally getting some dick" I was laughing and I heard her phone go off and I picked it up .. never in a million years would I have figured she'd be the one to do some shit like this to me. I just shook my head and put her phone down and watched TV , acting as if I didn't see anything. I turned on the TV feeling completely numb .

She came back down and headed into the kitchen about 40 mins later and I was watching Law&Order. "Hey T ?" I turned around "yeah liyah ?" "did you happen to hear my phone go off ?" yes "no why?" she chuckled nervously "just asking , Darrien had texted me something nasty" liar , shes such a liar "ahh , well ive been in here so" she nods and heads for the door , "I might be back tonight , it really depends on what Darrien wants to do" I noddd and told her bye as she left. I just sat there , she was going to Darrien's house today , but wanted Jay to come over yesterday. Am I surprised ? no. I'm not. why ? because Jay likes to have things she shouldn't , same with Liyah. I am surprised tho , that Liyah would do some shit like that to me. I went upstairs and put my clothes on and texted Jay

me - we need to talk , now. im on my way over

Baby ( ; - girl , where tf you been at ? you creeping or some shit ?! you a hoe I knew it. Once a hoe , forever a hoe

stupid bitch .

I didn't reply to her after that , she's been creeping but im the hoe ? that's crazy. I shook my head and got dressed then headed out the door and to Jays place. Jay and Liyah are a solid 15 minutes from each other , but the ride seemed to have been faster to me , giving the fact that I was mad but trying to calm down. I got to Jays house and used the key under the mat to get in , and I went to her room .. the closer I got the louder moans go and I did a quick prayer hoping that it was just her masturbating or something , when I entered the room there they were .. my "best bud" face down ass up , and my "girlfriend" giving her backshots. I started to laugh and they both stopped , finally realizing that they were no longer alone. "you bitches done yet ?" I said , I had went and sat in the chair across from Jays bed , I was furious .. but I was also hurt . would I let them see that ? no , never. in my mind being hurt and letting people see it makes you weak. that makes you the weakest of them all. Liyah sat up and covered herself , "T I can explain" no she cant "go ahead" I sat there and my hand started to shake , would I like to hit them ? yes . will I hit them ? no. no I will not. I had zoned out on her whole little excuse as to why they were fucking and Jay had seemed to do the same , but her licking her lips at me brought me back to reality , she's disgusting , this is it .. no more of Jay im sick of her shit. I stood up and grabbed my shit , I had to leave before I spazzed .. I need my baby sister .. "you can have her , she's abusive but you know that. you'll both come crawling back to me and I wont be here for either of you . " and with that I walked out while they both were calling my name and saying a string of curse words. I got in my car and called my neighbor , telling her I was on my way home .. I cant wait to see my baby sister , she's my only peace ..