*If you've read my other ff "your love is never mine" you'll understand the relationship between Jungkook and his past. But you don't have to since it will also be explained here.*
Jungkook is married. But not by choice. This marriage was arranged w...
She was my love...I loved her with all my heart...until she had to ruin it...Of course she had to...just because I had to be with a rich girl...fuck all that shit.
"Can you medicate a broken heart?"
"Medicate...medicate it away"
2 years ago....
I cuddle her from the back.
"Hey~" I said
"Go home~~ and brush your teeth too!"
"Agh yeah I should probably do that!" I said after she was done I pulled her to look at me and kissed her. She kissed back. Our tongues having a war in our mouths.
"Baby are you sure you don't want me to make you mine?" I asked.
"But if I do..Jeonie people are gonna say that I moved on too fast..."
"Who cares what people think?" I said as I picked her up in my arms.
"All they need to know Is that i love you~"
"Jeonie..." She said as she covered her face in my bare chest.
"Your adorable" I say.
"Jeonie~" She says.
"Stop being so cute!" I say as I pull her closer to me.
"Jeonie! Stooppp your making me blush~!" She looks up at me bright red and with a pouty face.
I look away as an act of being flustered.
"What do you mean baby girl you doin the same to me by looking at me like that.." I said as I was still looking away.
"Agh let me make you mine already!''
"Y/N..." i said as I grabbed her chin making her look at me.
"Will you...be mine?" I said as I saw her turn even redder then she already was.
She then...kissed me.
"I guess that's a yes?"
"Y-yah!" She screamed.
"What?"
"Stop looking so hot!"
"Oh is that what's distracting you~" I say with a smirk.
"Mhm..."
"Jeonie...."
"Yes?"
"I love you.."
"I love you too.." • • • • "Y/N....my mom has arranged me to get married.."
"So you're gonna leave just like that-?" She said as she fell to the floor in tears. I kissed her.
"Goodbye". Some days.
"I do" said Go Won.
"I...." have no choice. "Do.." dont. • • • "I miss you.."
"Forget about me." She said as she looked toward the ground.
"I can't do that!"
"Obviously you Can. If you try to take Go Won to the cherry blossom tree you didn't even mention to Y/N."
"Stay out of this Jimin..."
"It's hyung."
"Okay then "hyung"
"You know how special that place was for bangtan and you took your "wife" that you barely even know there"
"You took Y/N! There! You even kissed her!"
"Why are you acting like this it's been 2 WEEKS she DESERVES TO BE HAPPY"
"But it's not with me!"
"Because you decided not to fight for her! You decided not to take the risk! You decided to leave her behind after one kiss goodbye! And now you're here saying that you what?! "Miss her!?" No! Even if you really do love her...Y/N deserves to be happy even without you."
"Jimin it's okay..." she said as she tugged his arm.
"No! He hurt you! He fought for Lisa!,Mina! And even DaHyun! But He didn't have the courage to fight for you!"
"BECAUSE MY MOTHER SAID SHE WOULD HAVE KILLED HER! SHE EVEN HAD DISPATCH FOLLOW HER!"
"THAT CANT BE USED AS AN EXCUSE! SHE DID THE SAME FOR THE OTHERS AND NEVER ENDED UP DOING ANYTHING! YOU DID THIS TO YOURSELF-" Shit I really did fuck up didn't I.... • • • "Hey Y/N..."
"J-Jungkook?" she looked away.
"Y/N-ah...she knows I don't love her...she knows I love you...and-um she...said that even if we're married that we could be with other people..." I said as I grabbed her hand. That was a lie....I just wanted to hold her in my hands...one..last...time.
"That doesn't change anything between us jungguk..."
"W-What? Why not?" I said as my tears formed up.
"Your still a married man and..."
"And what..."
"I'm with jimin...we've been together for 6 months now...."yeah I know...he comforted you when I was the one that broke you down....at least I would have to try... • • • It's been two fucking years.....I think I've finally gone mad because I think I'm finally ready to fall deep into my euphoria...
"SIR PLEASE DONT JUMP!"
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