Me and the boys got a plane in the middle of the night to what we knew as home. I tried so hard not to look for her because she's not going to be her. She's gone and our plans have no meaning. George tried his best to lighten the mood with some sarcasm and shitty jokes but all I wanted was her. Or time together felt infinite and she is now some place new. I loved her hell I still do. I heard she's left town with her new lad. He's a singer too and American. Pushing down the thoughts I step off te plane and walk through the terminal and customs is silence l, Sometimes silences guides the mind to move to a place so far away. God I miss jesse too. We get out side and are mobbed by fans but I only see her face is she here? she's pushing backwards through the crowd I call her name. She's gone just as before. Left me again. Alone. Forever.
