So Matty and I caught up and talked for a while after that we went back into the club I swear this boy is perfection. He introduced me I all the boys but I already knew them as soon as my tanned legs entered that VIP room George's face dropped and as did the other boys. They all commented on how hot I looked to them I felt like a bag of shit compared to the girls that were throwing themselves at them. 'Am gonna get a drink do you want anything?' I shouted to Matty over the music he wrapped his arms around my waist and pulled me into his chest and we giggled and I left. As u strutted to the bar I felt a pair of evil eyes stabbing into the back of me until I reached the bar I didn't feel them any more they'd gone I thought maybe it was a group of 'Matty girls' or fangirls that had seen us out side I pushed to the front and ordered four tequila shots salt and lemon a bottle of red wine and three shots of vodka for the VIP room the waiter said he'd bring them up and I turned and bumped into my sister I hadn't seen her in three month she left with her boyfriend in the middle of the night they went on tour and he dumped her in the middle if America so I heard. I grunted and pushed past the bitch and she called my name but I ignored her. I never wanted to see her again. ever again. I ran to the exit I pushed past all the people and sat on the floor with my back wall and cried hard. I felt someone put there arms around me and they whispered ' I wish you could be honest with me?' he spoke gently into my hair as I cried hard it was Matty I did love him but I couldn't admit that to him I couldn't save us am not that strong. I couldn't let him see me weak but right now all I wanted was to leave. 'I need to go' I sniffles into my knees 'okay I'll order a taxi and tell the boys were leaving' he was about to dial George's number 'alone matty' I whispered and I may as well have ripped his heart out and chucked it on the floor. The pain if the words ripped through his face like a hundred knives he just stood there frozen ' am not loosing you again' he muttered and began quickly texting and frantically pacing the parking lot. 'Matty?' I spoke my voice trembling weakly. He ignored me and kept pacing 'Matty?' I whispered he ignores me again 'MATTY!' I scream ' what bree what your gonna tell me to leave and to have fun! huh well I can't! bree I've been waiting for you to come since the day you left! Remember YOU left ME! bree I love you can't you see it kills me to admit it but I fucking love you!' he screams back he rubs his eyes and puts his phone in his pocket and I stand there with watery eyes and messy hair 'I love you Bree don't you mind?' he whispers and walks towards me and pulls me into his chest and holds me while I cry. The taxi pulls up and he carrys me into the back seat and I curl up on his knee hugging into his chest pulling him closer as closer. We go to his hotel and he puts me on the bed and gives me a pair of boxers a shirt and some socks to put on and I curl up in his massive king side bed and close my eyes inhaling his sent. He comes back into the room with a DVD 'pretty woman' my favourite and a mug of hot tea he places them on the bed side table and climbs in himself pulling me close to his chest as he notices me freezing he wraps his arms around my waist and kisses the top of my head and whispers 'you never said it back' and he sighs and falls asleep with me in his arms
