This life for one more day

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Hey guys, I know I'm a day late with the update. I had an urgent client wanting me to babysit at the last minute and yeah, by the time I got home I was too tired to get on my computer. So here this is. Enjoy it lovelies xx

Harry’s POV
No, no, this couldn’t happen. “You didn’t?” He breathed. Louis looked at me stone faced. He obviously never wanted me to know. Now everything made sense.
“Oh my Boo Bear” I breathed, tears falling quickly from my eyes.
“Please don’t leave me” He murmured. I tore my eyes away from the scars and looked up at him. His beautiful blue eyes were swelling with tears, gently cascading down his cheeks. “I know I’m a freak, but please don’t leave me Hazza” He murmured through sobs.
He genuinely thought I would leave him. He thought I’d think he was a freak.
How could he think I would do that? He was my Boo Bear… My gorgeous little Boo Bear…
With all these thoughts running through my head it only made me cry harder. “I would never leave you Boo Bear… I could never” I said through sobs. I pulled him to me and we cried into each other’s shoulders.
I had to help my Louis, if he ever went suicidal… No, I wouldn’t let my brain finish that thought because I wouldn’t let Louis… He can’t leave me… but most importantly, I can’t leave him.
“I’m so sorry Harry” I heard him choke out.
“What is there to be sorry for Boo Bear?” I asked.
“Because my wrist has been bleeding out for a while now and I don’t think I’m going to last much longer” He murmured. I suddenly looked at him and saw his pale face. I looked down at his stained shirt.
Shit. I picked Louis up around the middle. “No, Louis William Tomlinson, you are NOT leaving me!” I screamed, running and putting him into the car.
Every mile that I travelled, Louis just seemed to get weaker and weaker. “Haz” He murmured.
“Don’t speak you’ll get weaker”
“I don’t want to get better Hazza, I can’t do this anymore, I want to spend my last few seconds with you, not away from you, surrounded by doctors in a hospital” He said faintly.
“No, you will get to spend your last few seconds with me Louis Tomlinson, but not now, way ahead in the future, when were old and bound in wicker chairs and were looking at pictures of our kids’ wedding and wishing we could say good bye to them one more time” I blabbered on, I looked at Louis, he seemed to be making an effort to stay awake to hear me. Good, he needed to, we were only five minutes away from the hospital. “But it won’t matter, because at least we’ll still be able to die together, we won’t lose each other, we’ll let go into God’s arms together, we won’t give up. You can’t give up now Louis, because if you do, I swear to God, I will give up, I won’t wait until I’m old, I swear, I will die with you… Think about the boys, think about your mum, think about Lottie, Fizzy, Daisy, Phoebe” I was getting feeble now, Louis eyes were shutting.
“Think about me baby, please, just think of our future, us, I won’t be the same without you” I yelled, as I pulled into the hospital parking lot. I picked him up and carried him. “You have to stay for me baby, please Louis, just hold on” I murmured.
“SOMEONE PLEASE HELP ME!” I screamed as I sprinted into the hospital. Two nurses bustled over. They put him on a stretcher, me tagging on the sidelines. “Excuse me sir, you’ll have to stay behind” She said. I shook my head. “He won’t hold on unless I’m with him, please just let me come, please” I begged. With probably the last of his strength, Louis lifted his good hand and gripped mine. I nodded to it pointedly. “Please” I said. She gave me a sceptic look, then nodded, I held onto Louis’ hand the whole time.
“Don’t you dare let go” He murmured.
“I won’t if you don’t” I said. The nurses pulled Louis into a room and the doctors began working on him hurriedly. “He’s going to need a blood transfusion” They said. An urgent one. I didn’t register much else… Not until I saw a thin white line and a long beep echo through the room.
And Louis’ hand went slack…

I know I'm mean, originally there is supposed to be more, but I ran out of time to finish it and I have to go again. I'm late for work for you guys, so feel loved. Don't worry, I'll update soon.
As for Louis... Will he make it? What will Harry do?

I promise I'm not like others who kill off characters and leave it. I don't actually know if I'll let Louis live or not... Review for what you want.
love u xx

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