Stuck

Chapter twelve ~ "what do you want?"

BRAD POV

I'm so stupid! Omg brad how can you be so so so dumb. Yes, I meant what I said to her, that I don't know how I feel about her. Ugh but I mean common I only know her for a few days and this is not the right place and situation to like a girl! That Jackson boy is still somewhere around here and I don't know what's gonna happen. But still, every time that she looks at me or just laughs about something, my heart flutters. I can't help it! I'm just not good with those kind of things. I never really truly loved someone, because I never know if I make the right decision.

"Are you okay men?" Tris asks me. I look at him "uh- uh yea" I nod.

"You sure? You seem.... confused?" Tris asks.

"No yea I'm okay! Just thinking" I nod again.

"Okay" tris nods his head.

"Is it because of that Jackson guy?" Tris Asks while looking at me.

"Tris, I don't wanna talk about it" I say.

"Okay then" tris sighs and before he walks away he whispers "you should get some sleep tho, it's late". I nod and I put my guitar away, ready to get some sleep.

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"WHERE IS SHE?" I ask again. River shakes her head "I DONT KNOW BRAD".

I put my hands in my hair and take a deep breath. I look at her "how can you not know where the fuck she is?!" I ask angry.

"Brad calm down, it's not her fault" James says while he places his hand on my shoulder. I sigh again and roll my eyes.

"Look brad, she can't be far. Maybe she just took a walk." River explains.

"Yea but it's not really save out there" tris says.

"EXACTLY" I say.

"Why do you care anyway?" River Asks. I look at riv and then at Ava. Ava smirks "because brad likes rose".

I slam my head against the wall "you're so annoying Ava".

"WAIT REALLY?" River screams out of excitement.

I don't say anything. "Brad?" River Asks while looking at me. I roll my eyes "don't look at me like that. Nothing is going on".

River smirks "sure, I already knew it though".

"What" I ask while folding my arms.

"Oh come on brad, the way you look at her. And look at how you're acting right now! You're worried about her! It's so obvious". River says.

"She is right" James says.

"Oh shut up you" I tell James.

"Okay maybe we should discuss the fact that rose is still gone?" Connor says.

I nod and I get up off the couch.

"Brad what are you doing?" Tris asks while following me towards the door.

I turn around and stop tris from following me. "I'm gonna search for rose. Stay here" I say. And before anyone can follow me I run out of the dressing room.

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ROSE POV

I think I'm gonna make some tea.

I stand up and look around me. Everyone is still asleep. I carefully walk up to brad, he looks so cute when he's sleeping.

"Stop it rose, you don't like him" I whisper to myself.

I put some water in the kettle and when it's ready I start pouring the water in my cup.

"AUAIAIAIAUA FUCKCUSHIT" I yell in whisper voice (is this even a good sentence? Idk).

Okay damnit I poured all the boiled water all over my hand. I need ice. I look around me, okay nice no one woke up. I quietly leave the dressing room to search for some ice.

When I reach the main stage, I hear someone whispering my name.

"Psst rose!"

I turn around and see someone standing in front of me. "WHO ARE YOU. DONT KILL ME PLEASE. I HAVE SO MUCH TO LIVE FOR" I Scream while covering my eyes.

"Jeesz Rose chill"

I open my eyes "Jackson?!"

"Yup it's me, surprise"

"What do you want?" I ask him.

"I actually would like to say something to you, but shall we find a room with some lighting? I cant even see you" Jackson whispers.

"Uhm okay I guess" I say.

**
"Okay so what's up" I ask while we enter a room with enough light.

"Well, I would like to apologize" Jackson says while he opens a bottle of water.

I look at him "Are you being serious right now?"

He takes a sip from his water "Yea why wouldn't I?"

"Because you raped me?" I say while folding my arms.

Jackson almost chokes on his water and coughs.

I sigh "look Jackson I really appreciate this and all, but I really just can't forgive you"

Jackson looks at me and sighs "iknow"

We both say nothing. I stare stare at my hand, shit the ice! "Shit" I whisper.

Jackson frowns and looks at my hand "WOWOWOOW what happened to your hand!"

He walks up to me "show me your hand".

"No" I try to walk away.

Jackson sighs and grabs my wrist. "Jackson!"

Then the door slams open "STAY AWAY FROM
HER!"

"Well well well look who's here" Jackson smirks.

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Sorry for the late update! I'm having a hard time comping up with ideas for new chapters hahaha.