Numb dull pain, that's what you felt when he was gone. on tour right now how ever many millions of miles away from you and you hated it, more then anything you hated not waking up right beside him every morning and or hearing his laugh all the time even just the little things like 'accidentally' shutting off the lights on the bathroom while you were taking a shower. just everything about him being gone makes you feel empty inside like someone came in and took out everything inside you.
There still was texting and video calls and things but nothing like him holding you in his arms at night while you two drift off to sleep and lets face it most of the time you were tempted to just buy a plane ticket and fly off to where ever he is sometimes just to see his smile.
You roll over in the bed feeling like its way too big for just one person. "ughhh stop thinking about it" you silently tell yourself hoping for once it will help you sleep tonight. you grab your headphones and pop them in playing recordings of Chris playing guitar and singing to you. you smile slightly hear his beautiful laugh mixed with his voice trying to keep the song going. you listen to him until your practically falling asleep "I love you so much Chris, Please come home soon." you mumble into the dark while drifting off to sleep.
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Hollywood Ending Imagines/ Prefrences
Fanfictionjust making imagines and preferences about my favorite band...I hope you like them!!! <333