Valentine's day..
I let go a big sigh. Why would people made big deal out of it? What's so special about that day anyway? Lovers go out and celebrate it, so what? I mean, we can do that on any other day, right? So what's so special about it?
But
Who am I kidding? I laid on the bed and closed my eyes. I wanna go out too like any other normal lovers do, on that day. I was just being jealous. But I’m not normal. We‘re not normal. We wouldn't dare to spend that special day by going out to public places without afraid being seen. It’s the price we've got to pay for being celebrities. Not to mention gay one.
I curl myself on the bed, trying to seek comfort. But nothing as comforting as being in P'Tae's arms. I miss P'Tae. I really do. I wish he was here with me. But he has schedule and won’t be back to Thailand before Valentine's day. It means we won't be together again for valentine’s day, just like last year. I was so depressed last year since I had filming schedule non stop during Valentine’s week. And I felt sorry for P'Tae that he had to spend Valentine’s day at the Gym, alone. I remember he even put a IG story on that. My poor Phii. Oh, why life has to be this unfair?
It's either I have schedule or P'Tae. It’s always like that between us on almost every special event in our life. Sometimes I wish I was just an ordinary guy who had a simple life. I can enjoy myself with my boyfriend whom I love so much without being worried about some media or fans tailing us. I’m sure some of our fans are already well aware that P'Tae and I have a special relationship, but that doesn’t make us do anything freely, does it? Everything about us is secret. Although it’s fun sometimes, but it makes me sick of it numerous time too.
I was about to fall asleep when suddenly my phone rang. It’s Phii. I smile so wide just by reading his name on the screen.
"P'Tae!" I shout happily. I hear him chuckle. That voice! How I miss it so much.
"Baby, you haven’t slept, have you?"
"I can't sleep. I was waiting for you to call me." I say, making my voice sound a bit sad. "How's Hongkong?"
"Hongkong is fine." He said. "But I'm not."
"Oh? What happened?" I instantly sat up on my bed. "Are you alright, Phii? Are you sick?"
I hear Tae chuckle on the line. It makes me frown. I was worrying over him and he is laughing at me. Seriously!
"I'm fine, baby. You worry too much. I’m just.."
"Just what?"
"I’m just feeling a bit lonely." He said. It makes my heart sink. "I miss you so much."
"Oh.." I bit my lower lip right after. I don’t want people to see me grinning like idiot. But wait, no one is here so why would I prevent it anyway. So yeah I grinned like an idiot. I’m just too happy to know that my boyfriend miss me. "I miss you too, Phii~."
"Is everything alright with you?"
"Yeah I'm fine. I don't have schedule today, or tomorrow. I guess I'll be staying at home on valentine's day." I say, stressing on the word valentine. I wanna know how he would react.
"Oh Godt, I have to go. Filming will start soon."
'What?!! He's not even... Now I am mad!!'
"Nong, listen. Can you go out and stop by at the bakery in an hour and pick up a cake for me? I promised N'Bass to buy him a cake. He will stop by at our apartment to pick it up later. I already called Mom to prepare the cake. It should be ready by now. Can you please, baby?"
