Familiar Stranger

Chapter 10

"Em if I make a promise to you right now that after three months of is being together I'll tell Derek?"

Emily just gawked at her

"Wha-"

"I'm serious! I can do it" Alison stressed "Please I want this so bad, I want you so bad, but I'm not ready to break his heart yet"

"So if you're still screwing Derek through those three months, then can I screw other people" Emily's eye brow raised in question

"No!" Alison answered quickly. She then smiled sheepishly "I don't want you to be with anybody else"

"Yeah, well I don't want you to be with anyone else either"

Alison hung her head sheepishly, they were really talking about starting a whole ass affair, yes they had sex in the past few weeks but now they were talking about being together behind Derek's back.

"Em..." Ali started "I will leave him ok? Please believe me"

Emily crosses her arms. Through this whole thing Emily had seemed so aloof and blank when it came to talking to her. She never admits her feelings so the blonde is kind of in the dark with all of this.

"I don't know Ali, I'm not going to let you in again just for you to break my heart"

Is all she said and before the blonde could say anything, Emily kissed Ali on the cheek softly, then left the room leaving Alison and her thoughts alone.

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Emily was confused. She was wholeheartedly confused with herself and Alison.

Why the hell was she going to do this?

Alison was just going to hurt her again there was no way that the blonde would pick her.

But there was this voice in the back of her head telling her to try with Alison, to be happy with the one person who's occupied her thoughts for years.

Could she be happy with her?

Or would Alison lie and go back to Derek.

Acceptance from Alison's person has always been hard on the blonde. It's the most important thing in the world to her. Emily knows that.

It's her parents fault that Alison is the way she is today. Afraid to be alone, cowardly, not being able to admit who she really loves.

They did that to her

Alison always wanted to be as good as she possibly could to impress them. But no matter how hard she tried, she never could. So when the blonde told her parents she liked girls, they were not happy.

Emily wishes that the blonde could just not give a fuck what her parents think, she's a grown women for Christ's sake! She needs to get over herself.

But Emily understands, so that's why she has such a soft spot for the blonde women. She always has, because she's knows that Alison's didn't make herself this way.

It was her parents

Alison was controlled by her parents whether the blonde wanted to believe it or not. Alison worshiped those scums but they never gave her the attention she needed so that's why the blonde was so cowardly.